Abba,
abba ...............
apni jodi shunte paan.. apni khali allah ke bolen...
allah jeno kono din...rimna'r mamato vaider moton
chele kono manush ke na dey. amar sotrukeo na.
r jeno.. mujibur rahmaner mayeder moton
shontan kono ma- ke na dey. pagol hoileo jeno ode rmoton
mithuk, lovi r choritrohin na banay.. apni allah ke bolen. amake niye jete..
abba amar onek koshto hoy...
Saturday, December 27, 2014
Sunday, December 21, 2014
Father,
Hello! how are you today? I only saw you one time since you gone. I didn't knew you were gone,
I found it online, I was looking for you, then. I saw, I and mother walking by a Creek, Bright Sun. Lots of Trees. you are planting or digging something, to Plants, It was a happy day. When I saw Full
Page Memoir of yours in Wash Post , after a year later... I knew you were gone. The man I re married, he knew, every one else knew but me. Mother asked me to changed my last name and focus on my new marriage and move on. That, she will always be my friend. It was after I got remarried in March 24th 2008, then called her in May sometimes.. wanted to visit her. After my mother asked me to name changed I had some of steve belongings still, a photo coppies of his DD214, Birth Cirtificates, all other stuff with my things. I haven't looked in to them since I packed back in July 2005. I made a sack and kept in a dresser, where I rent the basement from a Bangaldeshi family.
I went to SSN office in Edsall road and changed my name. Surrender my SSN card under yours last name. Gotten new cards on mail at that address 6127 Telegraph Road, alexandria. and recieved my new ssn card under my current last name. Had no idea what thie people. taslima's brother in laws clients has done to sponsor her family from bangaldesh and doing real estate. now, a unknown woman name, " sabrina ahemd islam rahman" keep saying she is steve daughter and or mikes ex wife and many names they careated. they fraud your whole family and I can't say anything. Would ask the man above to look after me? Please !!
.She is still today so as kerry. Has no idea how is she? I saw her once after that, when I went to visit you in the garden of Andrews.
She looked very preety. She remarried too ! her step children didn't liked her then; they thought she was after their daddy money. That man is rich in OIL.remember that Vango question I answered playing Purchasee..? Yeah... last year I spoke to mother. She is doing Good. and Her step children are friends with her now. I went twice more to visit you. No one knew. I went and told no one. I just said, I knew him through his family. They let me in. Randel is not their anymore. I thought of you a LOT.
I can't help anyone , not even me. Remember that our immigration attorney and his cousin brother home you remodel? back in 2003 and so? Yeah.. when he was in jail..his wife paid you all. His cousin while he was in jail used you from Charls Chounty, MD Baltimore City, New York and so on. Remember my sister lived in Woldrof,MD? yeah.. he had became multi Millionire by building real estate under NVR home. He even sell million dollar real estate. He too went to Jail. When he went to Jail, i re married. his partner knew me, and steve. His partner wife was steve's macdonalds worker.'they robbed everything I had given by mother, kerry or lolita or steve. they took all from me, that man used your name under so many ugly name.. like Tony instead Tudor etc. Now, they are making Billions. They Hurt me. all together. they erased my name from every where. even from court house. they also used kerry .. anyone name under your family name. so, they can be YOU, BOB . Bobby Jhon and unty Viv and Jhon son Ron..
they tried to deport me with a fake name, they even took all pictures, clothing all.. stolen.
now, my lil- nephew is grown. he is in 9th grade. the other went to military.
For me ever be able to live in the usa but Begging they, have made me a Psychopath, Violent and
Bi Polar. A Woman from DC , even change my hospital records. from docs and hospital. I have the tumor regrown. and another one on the Ovary. when i went to clinic to have it operated, the nurse did not let me see doctors. she said, I should see a psychiatric nurse. I had my ER hospital records with me, They don't believe me. I see them too ! When I tell them what is going on? how I feel? they gave me wrong medicine. I was diagnosed with PTSD. but, that didn't help them. They made a new me, that house you remodel that owner from a different name from maryland is claiming to be steve's wife and he, the man I re married he has given all to another woman name, sabina. then they also making me a Fraud of using mike es wife, that Aungshu. they made a nepali woman as that exchange student's mother etc. +I had Korean roommates. remember, you drop me home from the divorced court after we ate lunch at out Back? I gave you Alaskan Salmon her sister send? that one. they used her too !
A Bangladeshi woman to get visa for her husband nephew and to get her husband criminal records , to park her money in a investment scam she used kerry. that her husband abdul kader is ed ross and his nephew is ed son etc. I can't fatom father...
I am very very sad.. I wish you are alive. they would dare to do this to me? remember taslima? that woman brother in law is the real estate agent. that attorney was in Jail when his cousin and Taslima's brother in law used this. Taslima's brother in law was Realtor for them at the house basement I rent with my second husband.
Father, a while ago,, my nephew called me a "street Whore". he and his father always said that. He wants me to admit in a mental facility. I was father. 6 days. from fed 2nd till Feb 8th.. when I was in hospital on 2012,.. they took all my bank cards, credit cards from my pocket book and altered my passport. anything under your family name they took. when I came home from hospital I found nothing of that such but blond hair on my blankets and couch. that blankets lolita gave me. last august I had thrown it away. I bleeded it through from my Tumor. It is rapture now. you can feel it.
In june' the same year when equifax told me after I applied for a home phone under my name,,. that you reamrried, you changed your name and ssn. I told them I haven't changed my name, they wanted lease copy. I send them, my name appeared as kazi M hibbert/raman and his wife sabina islam.. It was in lexas nexiousl. This second husband attorney from PA did that. He also paid all of them with a Kia, Dawoo or Hundai new Car.. the one using your license fpr building Wendys, Burger King and D&D.
I tried to get my evidence from my attorneys office, this man has his guard in front the office. the attorney did not see me but went out with them. wealthy powerful man from reston. they goes .. father I have no rights. remember, we went to ruby Tuesday after I got citizenship and joined army? it was sunday, outback was closed? this are all memory, .... another woman from north carolina, who was the muddler ways partner and her daughter calling her me. under another name..
i can't proof anything.. they don't let me speak.
so I wanted to live, father.. I can't. I lost everything but your love .. It is all I think and cry.
I might die soon. Father, I know, I shall see you in Heaven, if GODS Will..
Until then, Good Bye.
All.. I want you to know.. you are my one and only witness besides mother what went wrong with your son.. father I love you very much. Ask your GOD to take me up above with you.. soon..
I am tried of living.. Father.. I don't have money to buy a cup of coffee in the morning.
I do panhandle.. then, my brother in law and my nephew..call me a street whore.. father .. would you come visit me again? I miss you!
Hello! how are you today? I only saw you one time since you gone. I didn't knew you were gone,
I found it online, I was looking for you, then. I saw, I and mother walking by a Creek, Bright Sun. Lots of Trees. you are planting or digging something, to Plants, It was a happy day. When I saw Full
Page Memoir of yours in Wash Post , after a year later... I knew you were gone. The man I re married, he knew, every one else knew but me. Mother asked me to changed my last name and focus on my new marriage and move on. That, she will always be my friend. It was after I got remarried in March 24th 2008, then called her in May sometimes.. wanted to visit her. After my mother asked me to name changed I had some of steve belongings still, a photo coppies of his DD214, Birth Cirtificates, all other stuff with my things. I haven't looked in to them since I packed back in July 2005. I made a sack and kept in a dresser, where I rent the basement from a Bangaldeshi family.
I went to SSN office in Edsall road and changed my name. Surrender my SSN card under yours last name. Gotten new cards on mail at that address 6127 Telegraph Road, alexandria. and recieved my new ssn card under my current last name. Had no idea what thie people. taslima's brother in laws clients has done to sponsor her family from bangaldesh and doing real estate. now, a unknown woman name, " sabrina ahemd islam rahman" keep saying she is steve daughter and or mikes ex wife and many names they careated. they fraud your whole family and I can't say anything. Would ask the man above to look after me? Please !!
.She is still today so as kerry. Has no idea how is she? I saw her once after that, when I went to visit you in the garden of Andrews.
She looked very preety. She remarried too ! her step children didn't liked her then; they thought she was after their daddy money. That man is rich in OIL.remember that Vango question I answered playing Purchasee..? Yeah... last year I spoke to mother. She is doing Good. and Her step children are friends with her now. I went twice more to visit you. No one knew. I went and told no one. I just said, I knew him through his family. They let me in. Randel is not their anymore. I thought of you a LOT.
I can't help anyone , not even me. Remember that our immigration attorney and his cousin brother home you remodel? back in 2003 and so? Yeah.. when he was in jail..his wife paid you all. His cousin while he was in jail used you from Charls Chounty, MD Baltimore City, New York and so on. Remember my sister lived in Woldrof,MD? yeah.. he had became multi Millionire by building real estate under NVR home. He even sell million dollar real estate. He too went to Jail. When he went to Jail, i re married. his partner knew me, and steve. His partner wife was steve's macdonalds worker.'they robbed everything I had given by mother, kerry or lolita or steve. they took all from me, that man used your name under so many ugly name.. like Tony instead Tudor etc. Now, they are making Billions. They Hurt me. all together. they erased my name from every where. even from court house. they also used kerry .. anyone name under your family name. so, they can be YOU, BOB . Bobby Jhon and unty Viv and Jhon son Ron..
they tried to deport me with a fake name, they even took all pictures, clothing all.. stolen.
now, my lil- nephew is grown. he is in 9th grade. the other went to military.
For me ever be able to live in the usa but Begging they, have made me a Psychopath, Violent and
Bi Polar. A Woman from DC , even change my hospital records. from docs and hospital. I have the tumor regrown. and another one on the Ovary. when i went to clinic to have it operated, the nurse did not let me see doctors. she said, I should see a psychiatric nurse. I had my ER hospital records with me, They don't believe me. I see them too ! When I tell them what is going on? how I feel? they gave me wrong medicine. I was diagnosed with PTSD. but, that didn't help them. They made a new me, that house you remodel that owner from a different name from maryland is claiming to be steve's wife and he, the man I re married he has given all to another woman name, sabina. then they also making me a Fraud of using mike es wife, that Aungshu. they made a nepali woman as that exchange student's mother etc. +I had Korean roommates. remember, you drop me home from the divorced court after we ate lunch at out Back? I gave you Alaskan Salmon her sister send? that one. they used her too !
A Bangladeshi woman to get visa for her husband nephew and to get her husband criminal records , to park her money in a investment scam she used kerry. that her husband abdul kader is ed ross and his nephew is ed son etc. I can't fatom father...
I am very very sad.. I wish you are alive. they would dare to do this to me? remember taslima? that woman brother in law is the real estate agent. that attorney was in Jail when his cousin and Taslima's brother in law used this. Taslima's brother in law was Realtor for them at the house basement I rent with my second husband.
Father, a while ago,, my nephew called me a "street Whore". he and his father always said that. He wants me to admit in a mental facility. I was father. 6 days. from fed 2nd till Feb 8th.. when I was in hospital on 2012,.. they took all my bank cards, credit cards from my pocket book and altered my passport. anything under your family name they took. when I came home from hospital I found nothing of that such but blond hair on my blankets and couch. that blankets lolita gave me. last august I had thrown it away. I bleeded it through from my Tumor. It is rapture now. you can feel it.
In june' the same year when equifax told me after I applied for a home phone under my name,,. that you reamrried, you changed your name and ssn. I told them I haven't changed my name, they wanted lease copy. I send them, my name appeared as kazi M hibbert/raman and his wife sabina islam.. It was in lexas nexiousl. This second husband attorney from PA did that. He also paid all of them with a Kia, Dawoo or Hundai new Car.. the one using your license fpr building Wendys, Burger King and D&D.
I tried to get my evidence from my attorneys office, this man has his guard in front the office. the attorney did not see me but went out with them. wealthy powerful man from reston. they goes .. father I have no rights. remember, we went to ruby Tuesday after I got citizenship and joined army? it was sunday, outback was closed? this are all memory, .... another woman from north carolina, who was the muddler ways partner and her daughter calling her me. under another name..
i can't proof anything.. they don't let me speak.
so I wanted to live, father.. I can't. I lost everything but your love .. It is all I think and cry.
I might die soon. Father, I know, I shall see you in Heaven, if GODS Will..
Until then, Good Bye.
All.. I want you to know.. you are my one and only witness besides mother what went wrong with your son.. father I love you very much. Ask your GOD to take me up above with you.. soon..
I am tried of living.. Father.. I don't have money to buy a cup of coffee in the morning.
I do panhandle.. then, my brother in law and my nephew..call me a street whore.. father .. would you come visit me again? I miss you!
Saturday, December 20, 2014
abba, assalamu alikum. kemon achen? apni dekhsen, ami kotto boro hoisi? kintu, amar goron bodlaiya gese. amar chokh r dekha jay na ! boro khalamma ache na, je ammare khali maiya r chiteo beshi valo bashto.. uni,, shob shomoy amare gali dito.. kazir maiya pazi. abar bolto moyna'r pagla maiya shob korse, jokhon nanu bari gesilam apni mara jawar por.. amar e ke jani boka disilo. ami kaure kisu na koiya haita feri par hoisi. ami khub rastha mone rakhte pari. ami rastha vuli na. tokho amare eakjon jigesh korse, koi jaba.. bolsi borishal? tar por bolsi mamar nam, tohon bodhoyamare pouroshvay niya ashchilo ba kisu, mone nai, ami khub dadar moton dekhte chilam.mukh kalo, shorir porishkar. kintu eakhon oshob nai. ami dekhte ekhon jania kemon kintu onek bura hoisi. dadar eak bondhur sathe dekha hoisilo DC te. uni amare deikhai chinna falaisilo? bole, tumi ki Noshu vair bon? ami bollam jii, chinlen kemne? bollen, chokh deikha, shei lomba lomba chokh, hubohu noshu bhai !
ami to obak. uni oi jobbar khaner pola na, uni, babt habibullah' r atiyimo bodhy. oije, nobab poribar, yusuf zai, tar chele. vashanir shinshyo chilo. apni to dekhsen shobbaire. ami tin bochor age jokhon ami swopno dekhi tokhon dekhi , apni daddr basay, vabi chilo r topa mone hoy mone nai. opu miya
ghorer baire giya tar bou' pener konnyar sathe kotha bole. nalish dey, ami tader laptop byaboher
kortesi. ki korbo? thanda onek baire. sheet er otto kapor nai. koyta tumi chilo haraia gese, laibrary onek dur, base dui taka lage. amar to taka nai. amar nijer eakta laptop chilo, tato bhute khaiya falaise. oita r chole na, tader jotto boli, ami tomar pink- naiyika.. nadia, princess er ammi ba sulaitar ma na. keu shune na amar kotha.. tara khali amar sound bondho koira dito. r ami zhogra kortam ! ko korbo bolen? abba, opu saradin rebar sathe jhogra kore, r reba amare gali dey.. ami opur mukher dike chaite pari na. khawa, showa, hada, muta, shob niya gali dey. apni to dekhen i shob. oder bashay mehoman
ashe na, amar jonnyo. or chele tv dekhte pare na amar jonno. ami nice shuiya thaki. or ghore zhogra hoy, abbba amar jonnyo. ami kono upay paitesi na. ami eai khan thikka zaite chai. ami je eakta lok ke biya korsilam, she ki ki korlo janina kisu.. amare kaaz korte dey na. tara laibrary te boisha amar mukh scan kore, tar pore ups er code print kore, byabsha kore. ar amare to jail kahnay disilo..to amar chehara criminal hishabe lekhai ase.. oder kono oshunidha hoibe na. tar pore bole ami PAGOL.
abba, eakjon eakta chakorir kotha bolse,ami korte chai. kintu voy lage. jodi onnnyo manush amar chehara diya oi loker taka churi kore, amare dhorbe. abba, ami voy pai.
ami, reba, opu'r chehara shame chaite pari na. or chele amar taka churi kore, cigaret churi kore, bolle amare gail dey. ami ghor thikka baire giya saradin thaki. dure. eakta motel ase, bashar pashe oi khane tv dekhi. tar pore ghore aisha gail khai.. ami magi , r byata dhore oi paray jai. eai gail ami opur thikka amerikay asha obdhi sunshi. abba, reba kande, amar jonnyo. or koshto hoy. ki korbe?
amar eai shwami ta anowar dulabhair chite eak koti gun harami. kotto je mair khasi, she amare koyek bar khun korte chise. eakhn amar name churi kore, r amare ora kothao kaaz korte dey na. eaikhane eakta bollowing place ase. manager er sathe kotha boila ami apply korsi. jei online e korsi,ora amare
block koira dise, ami gesi kotha koite, manager bole.. amar lok dorkar hoile janabo?
abba, apni allar kase eak bar khali eakbar bollen, allah jeno amare tuila ney,
ami karo gail kahite china. ami karo mair khaite chiana. opu tar polare shikahise, kutti bhai naki chor? eatto kharap opu hoise ! amare chor banaise..
abba.. amare opur kandher upor diya tuila nite bollen allare. abba, ami kare kisu bolte pari na.
apni mooira jawar por anowar dulabhai onek korse amader jonnyo. unar porer istree ammarei amma dakto. r unar chele pule rao khubi dor korto. kintu renu khalar polatare maiya faliase. party gunda ra.
abba, apne allare please bolen.. amae eai jayga thikka mukti dite. abba, please bolen.. apni bolle alla shunbe, ammr koshto hobe, amamr bolbe na, apni bollen.. ''
apni bollen ami onek boro hobo, doya korlen.. kisu jani na? r boro hoite chiana.. ami rboro hoite chia na. amare apni opur kandher thikka mukti dite bolen , allare.
ami to r tar boin vai na, ami kono kamai kore dite pari na, allah amare mukti den.
ami to obak. uni oi jobbar khaner pola na, uni, babt habibullah' r atiyimo bodhy. oije, nobab poribar, yusuf zai, tar chele. vashanir shinshyo chilo. apni to dekhsen shobbaire. ami tin bochor age jokhon ami swopno dekhi tokhon dekhi , apni daddr basay, vabi chilo r topa mone hoy mone nai. opu miya
ghorer baire giya tar bou' pener konnyar sathe kotha bole. nalish dey, ami tader laptop byaboher
kortesi. ki korbo? thanda onek baire. sheet er otto kapor nai. koyta tumi chilo haraia gese, laibrary onek dur, base dui taka lage. amar to taka nai. amar nijer eakta laptop chilo, tato bhute khaiya falaise. oita r chole na, tader jotto boli, ami tomar pink- naiyika.. nadia, princess er ammi ba sulaitar ma na. keu shune na amar kotha.. tara khali amar sound bondho koira dito. r ami zhogra kortam ! ko korbo bolen? abba, opu saradin rebar sathe jhogra kore, r reba amare gali dey.. ami opur mukher dike chaite pari na. khawa, showa, hada, muta, shob niya gali dey. apni to dekhen i shob. oder bashay mehoman
ashe na, amar jonnyo. or chele tv dekhte pare na amar jonno. ami nice shuiya thaki. or ghore zhogra hoy, abbba amar jonnyo. ami kono upay paitesi na. ami eai khan thikka zaite chai. ami je eakta lok ke biya korsilam, she ki ki korlo janina kisu.. amare kaaz korte dey na. tara laibrary te boisha amar mukh scan kore, tar pore ups er code print kore, byabsha kore. ar amare to jail kahnay disilo..to amar chehara criminal hishabe lekhai ase.. oder kono oshunidha hoibe na. tar pore bole ami PAGOL.
abba, eakjon eakta chakorir kotha bolse,ami korte chai. kintu voy lage. jodi onnnyo manush amar chehara diya oi loker taka churi kore, amare dhorbe. abba, ami voy pai.
ami, reba, opu'r chehara shame chaite pari na. or chele amar taka churi kore, cigaret churi kore, bolle amare gail dey. ami ghor thikka baire giya saradin thaki. dure. eakta motel ase, bashar pashe oi khane tv dekhi. tar pore ghore aisha gail khai.. ami magi , r byata dhore oi paray jai. eai gail ami opur thikka amerikay asha obdhi sunshi. abba, reba kande, amar jonnyo. or koshto hoy. ki korbe?
amar eai shwami ta anowar dulabhair chite eak koti gun harami. kotto je mair khasi, she amare koyek bar khun korte chise. eakhn amar name churi kore, r amare ora kothao kaaz korte dey na. eaikhane eakta bollowing place ase. manager er sathe kotha boila ami apply korsi. jei online e korsi,ora amare
block koira dise, ami gesi kotha koite, manager bole.. amar lok dorkar hoile janabo?
abba, apni allar kase eak bar khali eakbar bollen, allah jeno amare tuila ney,
ami karo gail kahite china. ami karo mair khaite chiana. opu tar polare shikahise, kutti bhai naki chor? eatto kharap opu hoise ! amare chor banaise..
abba.. amare opur kandher upor diya tuila nite bollen allare. abba, ami kare kisu bolte pari na.
apni mooira jawar por anowar dulabhai onek korse amader jonnyo. unar porer istree ammarei amma dakto. r unar chele pule rao khubi dor korto. kintu renu khalar polatare maiya faliase. party gunda ra.
abba, apne allare please bolen.. amae eai jayga thikka mukti dite. abba, please bolen.. apni bolle alla shunbe, ammr koshto hobe, amamr bolbe na, apni bollen.. ''
apni bollen ami onek boro hobo, doya korlen.. kisu jani na? r boro hoite chiana.. ami rboro hoite chia na. amare apni opur kandher thikka mukti dite bolen , allare.
ami to r tar boin vai na, ami kono kamai kore dite pari na, allah amare mukti den.
Friday, December 19, 2014
Nayeem. kemon aso? valo asi motatank. tomar khobor ki? nayeem.. ascha, ami shoabr chaite mutki hoyto chilam kintu mota tank bolte bolte to amate vutki number one banaiya dila.. duniyar. tumi ki mota hoiya geso? hein. ami dui sho pound moton ozon hoise. kg koto? dhoro, nobboi kg er moton.
shorbonash !! r khobor bolo? tumi boka diba na to? na. allar kira? allar kira. kisu jigessh korba nato? nah. allar kira, bollam to allar kira ! amar dukkhye buk faita jay, chillaiya kante chai, kintu keu shune na, amar thakte khub kostho hoitese. ami khubi khsto paitesi. ami goto mashe bar bashabodlaisi. eakhon jei khane thaki, oti opoman hozom koira. jawar jonnyo je tez lage nai. fuze hoiya gesi.
ora amare kothao kaaz korte dey na. kothao kazer apply korle bole, ami pagol. ami manush khun korte pari, ami manic type raagi manush, ami chor. ami mithuk. ami new market er chemri. jano to tar make ni? jani..
eakhon onek sheet porse . goto tin bochore protibar sheetei ami onek khsto paisi. goto bochor to nimuniya howar zogar. kintu shoishar toil diya baicha gesi. r roshun. tokhon to tobu nijer eakta khupri chilo. eakhon kemne tel dibo? amar ghor ba, bichana potro na. daktar dekhaite pari na.
dartarke kisu bolle likhe.. amar mathar zhamela ase. ami pagol. kazei amar shomohsya , banano.
ami tumor niya onek koshto pai, kintu kisu korar nai. daktrer bolle tara amar eakjon.. mime copy catase, tar rog hishab koira osudh dey. tara onek dhoni. tara dmv te chakri kore, tara isscha moton'amar eai name, shei name, dak name, ghorer name, birer name taka nise bank thika. govt thika bari kinse, tar pore amar kaaz korar nombor eak ta agency ke dise. eakta afgan eakta mosulman byata oita chalay.. zara boyoshko chikistha kendro khulse, paray paray. tara byabbohar kore. eakta byata..
tar abar eakta somali bou ache, tar thin char khan bacha,
tomake agaei bolsi. koborir cheler bou'r kotha. tader talak hoise, kintu tate ki?
borolok der eai shob kisu nai. tara eakhaon raza r badsha. othocho ami eai lokder shamne pisone kisu kori nai. ami zanio na she, koborir chele kothay thake r ki kore. oidike hasina apar chele london thikka byabsha kore,, eakoi byabsha. databbyo chiktsha kendo.
tar pore oi je shlyhet e iliaysh ali.. gunda , tarek ziar. tar family o taka invest korse. sunchi ilayash alir bhabi naki amarekiay pensalveniata te ase..
eai shob goo amar gaye. ami dhuite chesta korsi koto koto bar. kintu pari nai.
shob gaye shukaise. ora, oi agency amare kaaz dite chaise, kintu oi agency eakta afgan lok, shei tar byabsha diya arekta bangaldeshi re amr naam r ssn diya gov't thikka taka nise.
amare ora kono taka dey na. eak ta pai poysha o oi lok konodin dei nai..
ami eakhon california zabo. oikhane mohammod purer marig. ase .. tumi dekho nai. naimayr
mama. mone nai, onion naiyma..laker parer. jishu shunsilam oklahoma kintu amar sathe karo jogajog nai. toamr ulab er karur i khonj nai. sweetu chilo na? oklahomay or o jhoj nai.,
ke kothay ase ami bolte parbo na.
any way.. eai shob amar chorbito chorbon,. kintu... zawar kono byaboshtah nai. chirstmas er din
hata shuru korbo; rasthay moira poira thabo. eaita valo hoibe. r ki kora?
kismot er likhon, na jay khondon, rashay i hoyto amar moron hoibe,
shorbonash !! r khobor bolo? tumi boka diba na to? na. allar kira? allar kira. kisu jigessh korba nato? nah. allar kira, bollam to allar kira ! amar dukkhye buk faita jay, chillaiya kante chai, kintu keu shune na, amar thakte khub kostho hoitese. ami khubi khsto paitesi. ami goto mashe bar bashabodlaisi. eakhon jei khane thaki, oti opoman hozom koira. jawar jonnyo je tez lage nai. fuze hoiya gesi.
ora amare kothao kaaz korte dey na. kothao kazer apply korle bole, ami pagol. ami manush khun korte pari, ami manic type raagi manush, ami chor. ami mithuk. ami new market er chemri. jano to tar make ni? jani..
eakhon onek sheet porse . goto tin bochore protibar sheetei ami onek khsto paisi. goto bochor to nimuniya howar zogar. kintu shoishar toil diya baicha gesi. r roshun. tokhon to tobu nijer eakta khupri chilo. eakhon kemne tel dibo? amar ghor ba, bichana potro na. daktar dekhaite pari na.
dartarke kisu bolle likhe.. amar mathar zhamela ase. ami pagol. kazei amar shomohsya , banano.
ami tumor niya onek koshto pai, kintu kisu korar nai. daktrer bolle tara amar eakjon.. mime copy catase, tar rog hishab koira osudh dey. tara onek dhoni. tara dmv te chakri kore, tara isscha moton'amar eai name, shei name, dak name, ghorer name, birer name taka nise bank thika. govt thika bari kinse, tar pore amar kaaz korar nombor eak ta agency ke dise. eakta afgan eakta mosulman byata oita chalay.. zara boyoshko chikistha kendro khulse, paray paray. tara byabbohar kore. eakta byata..
tar abar eakta somali bou ache, tar thin char khan bacha,
tomake agaei bolsi. koborir cheler bou'r kotha. tader talak hoise, kintu tate ki?
borolok der eai shob kisu nai. tara eakhaon raza r badsha. othocho ami eai lokder shamne pisone kisu kori nai. ami zanio na she, koborir chele kothay thake r ki kore. oidike hasina apar chele london thikka byabsha kore,, eakoi byabsha. databbyo chiktsha kendo.
tar pore oi je shlyhet e iliaysh ali.. gunda , tarek ziar. tar family o taka invest korse. sunchi ilayash alir bhabi naki amarekiay pensalveniata te ase..
eai shob goo amar gaye. ami dhuite chesta korsi koto koto bar. kintu pari nai.
shob gaye shukaise. ora, oi agency amare kaaz dite chaise, kintu oi agency eakta afgan lok, shei tar byabsha diya arekta bangaldeshi re amr naam r ssn diya gov't thikka taka nise.
amare ora kono taka dey na. eak ta pai poysha o oi lok konodin dei nai..
ami eakhon california zabo. oikhane mohammod purer marig. ase .. tumi dekho nai. naimayr
mama. mone nai, onion naiyma..laker parer. jishu shunsilam oklahoma kintu amar sathe karo jogajog nai. toamr ulab er karur i khonj nai. sweetu chilo na? oklahomay or o jhoj nai.,
ke kothay ase ami bolte parbo na.
any way.. eai shob amar chorbito chorbon,. kintu... zawar kono byaboshtah nai. chirstmas er din
hata shuru korbo; rasthay moira poira thabo. eaita valo hoibe. r ki kora?
kismot er likhon, na jay khondon, rashay i hoyto amar moron hoibe,
Monday, November 17, 2014
Naim, kemon aso? valo. eatto din por? ki korbo? mon dil matha kisu thik nai. ki hoilo? kisu na.
mon kharap, kailke raisu'r jonmodin. kintu amar kono contact nai karo sathe. gotokail chilo, shuli'r jonmodin. ear age, chilo.. romen..safi. eai jonnyo mon kharap? tomar jonmodin to aizke na? na. aiz ke na, jao.. shovo jonmo din. naim, tumi to acho ronge, toka dilei baze ! are ! abar slok dhorla? ami ki korlam? amar jonmodin agami kal. aaz ke 17 tarikh. oh! kintu, amader eaikhane to aiz ke atharo tarikh. jani. kailke amar, eakta vair meyer o jonmo din. tai? bolo ki? tomader bashay to dekhi ..
brishchik rashi chora chori. he.. khub brishti hoiteche, tai? jao, khichuri rando, r ilish mach vazo.. tar pore moja koira achar diya khaw.. ha ! ha ! ha! ha ! ha ! ha ! tomar mone ache? amara je shomar bashay, papri to's jonmodin korchilam? he. mone ache.. tokhon thikkai to mone mone tomare khubi pochondo kori, tumi khub valo meye. ah ! chrao ! shuno.. ki?
ami to doittyer peter modhye thikka bair hoite pari nai. tar por onek onek shurshuri disi.
eakhaon, tara, amare jongole falaise... doittyota ke? eakjon koti poti. to she tomare jongole falaise keno? ami tar atma'. ami bachle she moira jay, tai amare maira amar ruh niya she baicha ache? shorbonash ! shara jongole'r onnyo poshuder bolche, ami eakta hyena. ami pailei khaiya falamu.
ami chor. ami manusher ghor bari thikka churi kori. tai? ki bolo? he. oi deshe ain nai?
na, nai. ami ainer kase gesilam, tara amare saat baar jail hazot deowner chesta korse. tar pore,
amare maira amar ruh niya doittyo tare dise. tomar eakhon ki hoibo? zani na.
ami eakta daktarer kase gesi, she jor koira amare 62 inch banaise. ami tokhonoi tader telesmati dhorte pari nai. ami naki, panch ft. dui? koy dekhi? jor koira , eakta chunnire amar name chalanor jonnyo.
oi je, khuni roshider maiya, faryal rashid. bongo bondhu'r khuni. tomader borishaler? he. tara eakhaon
shah associates khulse, ami chini, bikash da' r vagini pensalvaniaye porto. tar pore, eakta bangali ukil ase, tar bou era milla.. bura mainsher dekha shunar medical parctice khulse. nepali
gundaer sathe. eara shobai dosto. eara shorkari khoroch er medical bill chapay. eder onek taka.
dekho na, obama vai shob bill pash korse. eder billing business e shobai kaaz kore.. eara koto koti poti. ami age jei khane thaktam, oi khane eakta pakistani dater daktar chilo. falls church. glove dental.
oi beta , eakta turkish daktar milla, eai shob korse. amar hospital record bodlaiya, nepali.. magir
bacha poyda koraise... onek onek kahini. ami eais shob chinta amatha thikka muste chai?
tumi pulishe jao. luv nai. amar eai shobe dorkar nai.
eakhon ami hai hai shokina? shotti? sorbonash ! kisu koroner nai. ami, to r beshi din bachbo na.
eakjon bolse, amare eakta tiket kinna dibo. tar kase zabo shondhar somoy. tiket niiya ki korba?
los angles, jabo. tar por? tar por indurer oshudh khabo. she to oi khane thako, oi khane moshjid,
mondirer manush tader chine. shubidha hoibe.
koti poti manush tomar piche lagse keno? bollam to, eder kono daktari digre nai. tumi to r daktar na?
na. kintu eara, amar dui vatijhi's nam dham diya eai shob korse? tai? hum. tar por?
tar r por ki? amar eakhon fansh nite hoibe. koti poti manush sob musolman?
he, oder allar voy nai? na.
shuno.. ami tomare pore pumkin er kotha likhbo ne. oi billi? hen,, she eakhon amar peter upor ghumay, ami norte pari na.
ami vabsilam, operation korbo, r dakterer kase zabo na. ami los angles zaiya.. moira zabo. oi khane eakta park ase, beat oven park. oi khane, homeless ra thake. ami oikhane thakbo. bristhi trishti kom hoy. tachara, shit nai. ami shite kosto pai onek. ami kalnto hoiya gesi.
tumi kono kaaz paila na? na. naim, amare chor, r maagi'r title dise. kono manush amare konodin kaaz dibe na.
henna, tumi kanteso? na. amai r kandi na.
oh ! valo kotha, shei khora loker sathe amar dekha hoise. she to chalak manush, amare kisu bole nai. kintu ami buzhsi. to ki hoilo? kisu na. she oi khuni roshider maiya r loge thake. r oi nepali r logeo thake. kis hob bolteso? shotti boltesi.. tar onek maiya manush ache. she r eakjon ache, oi je, koborir cheleke biya korsilo onjon bhai..r dui nombor bou, she, manassas e thake.
tar maiya manusher ovab nai?
shuno ami eakhon jai. pore abar likhbo ne.
mon kharap, kailke raisu'r jonmodin. kintu amar kono contact nai karo sathe. gotokail chilo, shuli'r jonmodin. ear age, chilo.. romen..safi. eai jonnyo mon kharap? tomar jonmodin to aizke na? na. aiz ke na, jao.. shovo jonmo din. naim, tumi to acho ronge, toka dilei baze ! are ! abar slok dhorla? ami ki korlam? amar jonmodin agami kal. aaz ke 17 tarikh. oh! kintu, amader eaikhane to aiz ke atharo tarikh. jani. kailke amar, eakta vair meyer o jonmo din. tai? bolo ki? tomader bashay to dekhi ..
brishchik rashi chora chori. he.. khub brishti hoiteche, tai? jao, khichuri rando, r ilish mach vazo.. tar pore moja koira achar diya khaw.. ha ! ha ! ha! ha ! ha ! ha ! tomar mone ache? amara je shomar bashay, papri to's jonmodin korchilam? he. mone ache.. tokhon thikkai to mone mone tomare khubi pochondo kori, tumi khub valo meye. ah ! chrao ! shuno.. ki?
ami to doittyer peter modhye thikka bair hoite pari nai. tar por onek onek shurshuri disi.
eakhaon, tara, amare jongole falaise... doittyota ke? eakjon koti poti. to she tomare jongole falaise keno? ami tar atma'. ami bachle she moira jay, tai amare maira amar ruh niya she baicha ache? shorbonash ! shara jongole'r onnyo poshuder bolche, ami eakta hyena. ami pailei khaiya falamu.
ami chor. ami manusher ghor bari thikka churi kori. tai? ki bolo? he. oi deshe ain nai?
na, nai. ami ainer kase gesilam, tara amare saat baar jail hazot deowner chesta korse. tar pore,
amare maira amar ruh niya doittyo tare dise. tomar eakhon ki hoibo? zani na.
ami eakta daktarer kase gesi, she jor koira amare 62 inch banaise. ami tokhonoi tader telesmati dhorte pari nai. ami naki, panch ft. dui? koy dekhi? jor koira , eakta chunnire amar name chalanor jonnyo.
oi je, khuni roshider maiya, faryal rashid. bongo bondhu'r khuni. tomader borishaler? he. tara eakhaon
shah associates khulse, ami chini, bikash da' r vagini pensalvaniaye porto. tar pore, eakta bangali ukil ase, tar bou era milla.. bura mainsher dekha shunar medical parctice khulse. nepali
gundaer sathe. eara shobai dosto. eara shorkari khoroch er medical bill chapay. eder onek taka.
dekho na, obama vai shob bill pash korse. eder billing business e shobai kaaz kore.. eara koto koti poti. ami age jei khane thaktam, oi khane eakta pakistani dater daktar chilo. falls church. glove dental.
oi beta , eakta turkish daktar milla, eai shob korse. amar hospital record bodlaiya, nepali.. magir
bacha poyda koraise... onek onek kahini. ami eais shob chinta amatha thikka muste chai?
tumi pulishe jao. luv nai. amar eai shobe dorkar nai.
eakhon ami hai hai shokina? shotti? sorbonash ! kisu koroner nai. ami, to r beshi din bachbo na.
eakjon bolse, amare eakta tiket kinna dibo. tar kase zabo shondhar somoy. tiket niiya ki korba?
los angles, jabo. tar por? tar por indurer oshudh khabo. she to oi khane thako, oi khane moshjid,
mondirer manush tader chine. shubidha hoibe.
koti poti manush tomar piche lagse keno? bollam to, eder kono daktari digre nai. tumi to r daktar na?
na. kintu eara, amar dui vatijhi's nam dham diya eai shob korse? tai? hum. tar por?
tar r por ki? amar eakhon fansh nite hoibe. koti poti manush sob musolman?
he, oder allar voy nai? na.
shuno.. ami tomare pore pumkin er kotha likhbo ne. oi billi? hen,, she eakhon amar peter upor ghumay, ami norte pari na.
ami vabsilam, operation korbo, r dakterer kase zabo na. ami los angles zaiya.. moira zabo. oi khane eakta park ase, beat oven park. oi khane, homeless ra thake. ami oikhane thakbo. bristhi trishti kom hoy. tachara, shit nai. ami shite kosto pai onek. ami kalnto hoiya gesi.
tumi kono kaaz paila na? na. naim, amare chor, r maagi'r title dise. kono manush amare konodin kaaz dibe na.
henna, tumi kanteso? na. amai r kandi na.
oh ! valo kotha, shei khora loker sathe amar dekha hoise. she to chalak manush, amare kisu bole nai. kintu ami buzhsi. to ki hoilo? kisu na. she oi khuni roshider maiya r loge thake. r oi nepali r logeo thake. kis hob bolteso? shotti boltesi.. tar onek maiya manush ache. she r eakjon ache, oi je, koborir cheleke biya korsilo onjon bhai..r dui nombor bou, she, manassas e thake.
tar maiya manusher ovab nai?
shuno ami eakhon jai. pore abar likhbo ne.
Monday, October 27, 2014
Nayim,
eatto deri korla keno phone dhorte? aah ! ghumaito? humm,, buzhsi.
ki bolba? shuno, tomar ki meye ache? eai kotha shunar jonnyo tumi amare
ghum thikka uthaila? hein. amar eak ta meye duita jomoz chele ache. oh ! naam ki?
maiyar naam? hein? or naam, "payel" bah! sundor nam to? tomar maiya ki nache?
aicha ki jonnyo hariken diya khujteso bolo? tomare eakkhan kotha bolbo. eai khan i
sehsh kotha.. bolo.. tumi shob shomoy allah re bolba, je no tumi baich athakte thakte
tomar maiyar kono valo mainsher ghore jaite pare. aicha, r? r bolba, allah jeno kono maiya
baap go maira na falay tader boro howner age. tumi dekho na? amar baap shob raikha gelo, kintu ki laav hoilo? amar to r kau nai. sottrish bochor boyosh thikka mainsher batader mair khawon shuru hoise r thamon nai. mair choltese. hate mare, vaate mare. shob kisutei tara mare. tader khmota?
ki shob bolteso? shotti boltesi.
amar boyosh pray modhyo chollish , ami vaat er jonnyo manisher gail khai. tara khaite dite chay na.
tara porte dite chay na. r nijer khaita khwoner murod nai. pabna's eak matarair tina chele chilo. tago
americar passport bananor jonnyo amar rokto manshyo shuisha shuisha tara khaise,
tar por rastay falaia gese/
naiyim, amar moron hoy na kyan? ami rasta batti lal hoileo rasta par hoi, kintu ami mori na.
amar onek shorom kore.. amar mainsher loge kotha koiteo shorom kore. ami mori na kyan?
tumi khali, allah re bolo.. tara tari jeno amar moron hoy.
eatto deri korla keno phone dhorte? aah ! ghumaito? humm,, buzhsi.
ki bolba? shuno, tomar ki meye ache? eai kotha shunar jonnyo tumi amare
ghum thikka uthaila? hein. amar eak ta meye duita jomoz chele ache. oh ! naam ki?
maiyar naam? hein? or naam, "payel" bah! sundor nam to? tomar maiya ki nache?
aicha ki jonnyo hariken diya khujteso bolo? tomare eakkhan kotha bolbo. eai khan i
sehsh kotha.. bolo.. tumi shob shomoy allah re bolba, je no tumi baich athakte thakte
tomar maiyar kono valo mainsher ghore jaite pare. aicha, r? r bolba, allah jeno kono maiya
baap go maira na falay tader boro howner age. tumi dekho na? amar baap shob raikha gelo, kintu ki laav hoilo? amar to r kau nai. sottrish bochor boyosh thikka mainsher batader mair khawon shuru hoise r thamon nai. mair choltese. hate mare, vaate mare. shob kisutei tara mare. tader khmota?
ki shob bolteso? shotti boltesi.
amar boyosh pray modhyo chollish , ami vaat er jonnyo manisher gail khai. tara khaite dite chay na.
tara porte dite chay na. r nijer khaita khwoner murod nai. pabna's eak matarair tina chele chilo. tago
americar passport bananor jonnyo amar rokto manshyo shuisha shuisha tara khaise,
tar por rastay falaia gese/
naiyim, amar moron hoy na kyan? ami rasta batti lal hoileo rasta par hoi, kintu ami mori na.
amar onek shorom kore.. amar mainsher loge kotha koiteo shorom kore. ami mori na kyan?
tumi khali, allah re bolo.. tara tari jeno amar moron hoy.
Saturday, October 25, 2014
nayim, ki koro?
ghumaitesi hena, tumi eatto din pore?
ami goto koyek zabot tomar kotha raite dine koti bar bhabsi. kintu ki krbo? kikorbaa mane ki?
choila ashta? naiyim . ami dhakay nai. oh! to, phone korte to oshubidha nai?
ase, oshubidha ase. ami to vablam buzhi tumi fansh niya falaiso !?
tai? he. tomare khubi chintito mone hoilo .. ami o eaktu chintino chilam.
tomake bolsina, amar kono onubhov nai ! ?
tin din age eakta marrottok khun howaner shombhobona thikka baicha gesi. kintu.
ami murder hoisi .. ki shob bolteso? re ki hoise?
kisu na. taile chokh mucho. tumi kemne buzhla ami kantesi? buzhsi.
suno, naim, ami eaikhane morte parbo na. ami ki pari tar kono thikana nai.
amar kono bodh nai.
goto kal rate bashay polish ashchilo? kyan? polish keno ashche?
kare dhorte? kaure dhorte na. ami eai ealakay notun. ami er nombore phone koira
tago regular nombor nibo. operetor mohila kisu na boila raikha dise.
tumi tader nombor niya ki korbo? shorkari dawakhana khujbo?
kyan? sheikahne ki kaaz?
thaka khawar jay ga. khana pora free. ami sara dine kono somoy 8 bar o khai. ki hoise
tomar, mota Tunk, eai rokom khaile.. to hatem tai's gudam o furaibe? ah ! oboshoi.
kintu, ki korbo, nijer vat to r jogar korte pari na, nayeem. eaikhane keu vikkha o dey na.
ki hoise, deshe asho. Nayeem, amar to baaper ghor nai. vaier ghore jabo keno? tachara vai to shob bura hoise, tader pola paan. ami kothay kar kase jabo? boyosh hoise na?
borishale giya thakba. baper ghor nai. tomar vag niya thako?
tomr ki matha pura gese naki? oi chamra, tor boin ki tor barir vag nite ashce? nah ! tar nijer kotto boro bari. taile? tui amar pise lagsish kyan?
tomar to eakhon dorkar? kono dorkar nai. amar ma, amar baap moira jaowner pore, amar eak vaiyer jontronay..( she khali nanu baari giya ammar vag dabi korto, r mama- mami'r thikka taka anto)
shob amar mama's name leikha dise? tai? tomar koita mama, hena? amar eakta mama. amar ma soy bo boro, amar mama choto. shobar. khub valo kaaz korsen. hein, tar bichar khub chikon.
tomar dadar bari? dadar bari kobe nodite gese. baaper ja chilo, chachra r fupa niya gese. kisu dey nai. pore, abba retd. korara pore, deshe giya shob bikri koiyra dise, r taka bank r amar jonnyo post
office e FD chilo/ to, shei taka koi?
shei taka amar vaiyer maiya, shuili'r daktari porone gese. amar kisu nai. amar maar goynna silo, sunsi. sheita diya shiulir biyia te dise? oh ! she to onek boro daktar hoise? tumi kemne jano?
dekha hoy majhe majhe new market e. haspatale o hoy. oh! taile to tomar kothin jhamela !
hein.
. kopale na thakle ghee. thok thokaile hobe ki?
ki hoise? nayeem. to kisukhon pore, polish ashche. ami tader bolsi. je amar polish dorkar nai. amare non emergency nombor dao. tara diya choila gaite nise. tokhon ghor awala tader dak dise?
kyan? tader ki shomoshya?
tara amamla korbe , ki bhabe korbe jante chailo. kyano? mamlar ki hoilo? are, Vager mar Shradhyo hoy na. Jano na?
jani na,
aicha. shuno, tara parle,a amare gola tiypa mare. pichita koi? oita boro hoise na?
hein.bolse, tumi california jaba, amio jabo tomar shonge. cholo eak sathe jai. to jao,.
nayeem jawar taka nai.
eakta kaaz jogar korsi, ajke jaite bolsilo. gesila?
humm. ki hoilo? she amare rakhbe na. kyano?
kal rate pulish zawar pore. shokale tare giya lagaise, ami tin bar jele gesi r amar felony ase r ami
palatok ashami?
ki shorbonash !! shotti. hein. amar r kothao darabar nai. eai shob kemne hoilo?
onek lomba kahini, naiym ...
amar koita taka silo, khubi shamnnyo. bipoder dine. oi taka khawa shesh howar poreo amare konodin she, janay nai. je oi credit card amar na. ami na khaiya bill disi..
to she koi? tomare koilam na, choila gese.
khali, afsosh ! amare maira thuia gelo na kyan?
ami to bangali eato borbor hoy , omanush hoy shuni nai r. poralekha jana manush.
tumi jodi amar vai hoita, taile kaze dito.
kothay bole, jar keu nai.. tar allah ase. ami shei voroshao haraisi, prayiii..
shuni pore kotha bolbo. manush dekhtese. ami kantesi. sorry. tumi valo thaiko. jai, doya koro.. ami jano ghore haita jaower shomoy gaari chapa poira mori.
ghumaitesi hena, tumi eatto din pore?
ami goto koyek zabot tomar kotha raite dine koti bar bhabsi. kintu ki krbo? kikorbaa mane ki?
choila ashta? naiyim . ami dhakay nai. oh! to, phone korte to oshubidha nai?
ase, oshubidha ase. ami to vablam buzhi tumi fansh niya falaiso !?
tai? he. tomare khubi chintito mone hoilo .. ami o eaktu chintino chilam.
tomake bolsina, amar kono onubhov nai ! ?
tin din age eakta marrottok khun howaner shombhobona thikka baicha gesi. kintu.
ami murder hoisi .. ki shob bolteso? re ki hoise?
kisu na. taile chokh mucho. tumi kemne buzhla ami kantesi? buzhsi.
suno, naim, ami eaikhane morte parbo na. ami ki pari tar kono thikana nai.
amar kono bodh nai.
goto kal rate bashay polish ashchilo? kyan? polish keno ashche?
kare dhorte? kaure dhorte na. ami eai ealakay notun. ami er nombore phone koira
tago regular nombor nibo. operetor mohila kisu na boila raikha dise.
tumi tader nombor niya ki korbo? shorkari dawakhana khujbo?
kyan? sheikahne ki kaaz?
thaka khawar jay ga. khana pora free. ami sara dine kono somoy 8 bar o khai. ki hoise
tomar, mota Tunk, eai rokom khaile.. to hatem tai's gudam o furaibe? ah ! oboshoi.
kintu, ki korbo, nijer vat to r jogar korte pari na, nayeem. eaikhane keu vikkha o dey na.
ki hoise, deshe asho. Nayeem, amar to baaper ghor nai. vaier ghore jabo keno? tachara vai to shob bura hoise, tader pola paan. ami kothay kar kase jabo? boyosh hoise na?
borishale giya thakba. baper ghor nai. tomar vag niya thako?
tomr ki matha pura gese naki? oi chamra, tor boin ki tor barir vag nite ashce? nah ! tar nijer kotto boro bari. taile? tui amar pise lagsish kyan?
tomar to eakhon dorkar? kono dorkar nai. amar ma, amar baap moira jaowner pore, amar eak vaiyer jontronay..( she khali nanu baari giya ammar vag dabi korto, r mama- mami'r thikka taka anto)
shob amar mama's name leikha dise? tai? tomar koita mama, hena? amar eakta mama. amar ma soy bo boro, amar mama choto. shobar. khub valo kaaz korsen. hein, tar bichar khub chikon.
tomar dadar bari? dadar bari kobe nodite gese. baaper ja chilo, chachra r fupa niya gese. kisu dey nai. pore, abba retd. korara pore, deshe giya shob bikri koiyra dise, r taka bank r amar jonnyo post
office e FD chilo/ to, shei taka koi?
shei taka amar vaiyer maiya, shuili'r daktari porone gese. amar kisu nai. amar maar goynna silo, sunsi. sheita diya shiulir biyia te dise? oh ! she to onek boro daktar hoise? tumi kemne jano?
dekha hoy majhe majhe new market e. haspatale o hoy. oh! taile to tomar kothin jhamela !
hein.
. kopale na thakle ghee. thok thokaile hobe ki?
ki hoise? nayeem. to kisukhon pore, polish ashche. ami tader bolsi. je amar polish dorkar nai. amare non emergency nombor dao. tara diya choila gaite nise. tokhon ghor awala tader dak dise?
kyan? tader ki shomoshya?
tara amamla korbe , ki bhabe korbe jante chailo. kyano? mamlar ki hoilo? are, Vager mar Shradhyo hoy na. Jano na?
jani na,
aicha. shuno, tara parle,a amare gola tiypa mare. pichita koi? oita boro hoise na?
hein.bolse, tumi california jaba, amio jabo tomar shonge. cholo eak sathe jai. to jao,.
nayeem jawar taka nai.
eakta kaaz jogar korsi, ajke jaite bolsilo. gesila?
humm. ki hoilo? she amare rakhbe na. kyano?
kal rate pulish zawar pore. shokale tare giya lagaise, ami tin bar jele gesi r amar felony ase r ami
palatok ashami?
ki shorbonash !! shotti. hein. amar r kothao darabar nai. eai shob kemne hoilo?
onek lomba kahini, naiym ...
amar koita taka silo, khubi shamnnyo. bipoder dine. oi taka khawa shesh howar poreo amare konodin she, janay nai. je oi credit card amar na. ami na khaiya bill disi..
to she koi? tomare koilam na, choila gese.
khali, afsosh ! amare maira thuia gelo na kyan?
ami to bangali eato borbor hoy , omanush hoy shuni nai r. poralekha jana manush.
tumi jodi amar vai hoita, taile kaze dito.
kothay bole, jar keu nai.. tar allah ase. ami shei voroshao haraisi, prayiii..
shuni pore kotha bolbo. manush dekhtese. ami kantesi. sorry. tumi valo thaiko. jai, doya koro.. ami jano ghore haita jaower shomoy gaari chapa poira mori.
Saturday, October 18, 2014
Friday, October 17, 2014
nayim.. ghumaiteso? na. utho. cha kabo. bolo, fatema ! chillaio na bolsi.
eakhon koi thikka ashla? bazar. ki kinso? sari. dekhba? dekhao.. tina sari kinla? tomar jonnyo kisi.
sundor na shirt ta? hein. eaita kar. lombu;r ? na. theikai lagse tar jonnyo kinar? khaluji re diba? nah ! tare kapor chopr dewon nisedh ache. oh ! eata tomar .. amar jonnyo? bah, allahu tawala onek sodoy mone hoy. hein. r shari? eakta amar, eakta khalamma'r r eak ta amar ammar. oh ! to thripish ta kar? fatema;r tumi dekhi eid er kena kata koira falaiso? hein.. suno eakhon jai.. pore ashbo, koi jao?
aziz e? nah. taile? ami bag falaia ashchi dokane. ashbo ne pore. ah ! tomar budhi tudhi r hobe na konodin. valo howar dorkar nai.
eakhon koi thikka ashla? bazar. ki kinso? sari. dekhba? dekhao.. tina sari kinla? tomar jonnyo kisi.
sundor na shirt ta? hein. eaita kar. lombu;r ? na. theikai lagse tar jonnyo kinar? khaluji re diba? nah ! tare kapor chopr dewon nisedh ache. oh ! eata tomar .. amar jonnyo? bah, allahu tawala onek sodoy mone hoy. hein. r shari? eakta amar, eakta khalamma'r r eak ta amar ammar. oh ! to thripish ta kar? fatema;r tumi dekhi eid er kena kata koira falaiso? hein.. suno eakhon jai.. pore ashbo, koi jao?
aziz e? nah. taile? ami bag falaia ashchi dokane. ashbo ne pore. ah ! tomar budhi tudhi r hobe na konodin. valo howar dorkar nai.
Friday, October 10, 2014
Amma, ki koro? suiya silam. tumi kemon aso? valo achi. tumi to bohu din phone koro nai.
he, amar taka chilo na. ami ghoreo silam na. ki bolba taratari bolo asore wakto hoise?
amma, ami onek kotha bolbo. ami ki pore phone korbo? na, thiak ase, tumi eakhon bolo?
amma, tumi kyano kansila tiket howar pore, ami jokhon air port e asha age tomare phone korlam; tumi kansila kyan? tumi kyano bolsila meyeder r dekhbo na !? shei jonnyo to r dekhte paw nai, kono din .. amare.. tomar shwor vari kyano? tumi ki kanteso? nah. amma, ami kintu kantesi na.
jani. amma, tomar mone ase, ami jokhon jahngir nogore porikha dite gelam, sehi bochor? jokhon oi malibager bashay silam,he mone ase? tomar mone ase, tumi amare khoko mamare diya gazi steamer e eid er dui din age shondhay borisal pathaiya disila? he mone ase. tumi khuchuri r dim shedhyo disila? he mone ase. amma, ami kotto din tomar moton chesta kori, oi rokom r hoy na, amma, tomar mone ase, tumi amare chompar'r thikka niya dhuiya jama disila? he mone ase. notun jama gula rakhi nisilo? mone ase? ammma? ase. tar por ki hoisilo? eai shob kotha bolso kyano i hoise? kisu na, suno, kutti bai india thikka jama ansilo, sheita tare pathaiya disilam, na tumi disila? mone ase? tomar mone ase amma, she amare ki bolsilo? mone ase. amma, tomar sathe jokhon raite kotha hoisilo, tokhon
tumi ki bolsila? mone ase? ase.. ki bolsila? " bish kahwaiya maira faliate".. nah? amare chalaki koira amerikay paisila? kyano korsila amma? tumi ki janta tumi kuri din por moira jaba? jantam. tarpor koto potaila, oi deshe thak giya, biya kora lagbe na. oi deshe eakla maiya manush thake, keu kisu koy na. mon chiale bideshi biya korish, ghor shongsher korish. chalaki korsila kyan, amma?
tumi r kutti vai potaila amar tar bashay na thakte chiale na thakbo. amma , she mithya kotha bolse tomare. she amar tak niya gesilo . kutti vai je koy taka dise, shob niya gesilo..tumi eakhon kohay thako? amma tar basay. ki koro? kyano ashcho? amma, ami kisu kori na. amar kopal amar niya ashche tar duyare.. kintu amar r shahosh nai. amai ami boba hoiya gesi.
amma, tumi bolo na, pete biddya thakle , jei deshe thaki, kaaz koira khaite parbo. parsilam. tumi na ghore rante deo nai, maiya manush emnitei ranna shikhe, amma nije nije ranna sikhsi.. ki shikhsi jani na,. kintu ranta pari?
himu, asorer ajaan ditese.. amma, r eaktu shomoy.. amma, shei eakoi kahinia. malibaag bashar kahini. amar eakhon choila jaite hoibe, kintu ami voy pai .. amma, ami kisu korte pari nai. ami ontorar jonnyo kisu korte pari nai. kono din eak ta boi kinteo taka dite pari nai. tumi khali amare, onotare dekhte bolsila.. ami pari nai. ami dadu vaireo kisu kori nai. ami usrora bushra kaure kisu kori nai.
ami othrobo hoisi. tumi amare maaf koira dio. amar onek ischa chilo. kintu pari nai...
ami r konodin kisu korte parbo na. onotora sunsi oners sehsh kortese.. jibone ekata taka dite pari nai.
amma, amare shuili duita shari pathaisilo .. kisu nai. ki hoise. chore nise. amma amar kisu nai, khali
mone mone ase... tumi amare maf koira dio.. ami r konodin tomare phono koira tyakto korbo na. tumi tar thikka shunba, kintu amare aijke jigaise, kobe jabo?
tader bolsi dui eka diner modhye. eai bar kothay jabo jani na. amar kothao jawar nai, amma,
amar pashe paani.. tumi maaf koira dio... r ontu re koiyo maaf oira dite... ami shomorm pai, karo shonge kotha kkoite... khoda hafiz..
he, amar taka chilo na. ami ghoreo silam na. ki bolba taratari bolo asore wakto hoise?
amma, ami onek kotha bolbo. ami ki pore phone korbo? na, thiak ase, tumi eakhon bolo?
amma, tumi kyano kansila tiket howar pore, ami jokhon air port e asha age tomare phone korlam; tumi kansila kyan? tumi kyano bolsila meyeder r dekhbo na !? shei jonnyo to r dekhte paw nai, kono din .. amare.. tomar shwor vari kyano? tumi ki kanteso? nah. amma, ami kintu kantesi na.
jani. amma, tomar mone ase, ami jokhon jahngir nogore porikha dite gelam, sehi bochor? jokhon oi malibager bashay silam,he mone ase? tomar mone ase, tumi amare khoko mamare diya gazi steamer e eid er dui din age shondhay borisal pathaiya disila? he mone ase. tumi khuchuri r dim shedhyo disila? he mone ase. amma, ami kotto din tomar moton chesta kori, oi rokom r hoy na, amma, tomar mone ase, tumi amare chompar'r thikka niya dhuiya jama disila? he mone ase. notun jama gula rakhi nisilo? mone ase? ammma? ase. tar por ki hoisilo? eai shob kotha bolso kyano i hoise? kisu na, suno, kutti bai india thikka jama ansilo, sheita tare pathaiya disilam, na tumi disila? mone ase? tomar mone ase amma, she amare ki bolsilo? mone ase. amma, tomar sathe jokhon raite kotha hoisilo, tokhon
tumi ki bolsila? mone ase? ase.. ki bolsila? " bish kahwaiya maira faliate".. nah? amare chalaki koira amerikay paisila? kyano korsila amma? tumi ki janta tumi kuri din por moira jaba? jantam. tarpor koto potaila, oi deshe thak giya, biya kora lagbe na. oi deshe eakla maiya manush thake, keu kisu koy na. mon chiale bideshi biya korish, ghor shongsher korish. chalaki korsila kyan, amma?
tumi r kutti vai potaila amar tar bashay na thakte chiale na thakbo. amma , she mithya kotha bolse tomare. she amar tak niya gesilo . kutti vai je koy taka dise, shob niya gesilo..tumi eakhon kohay thako? amma tar basay. ki koro? kyano ashcho? amma, ami kisu kori na. amar kopal amar niya ashche tar duyare.. kintu amar r shahosh nai. amai ami boba hoiya gesi.
amma, tumi bolo na, pete biddya thakle , jei deshe thaki, kaaz koira khaite parbo. parsilam. tumi na ghore rante deo nai, maiya manush emnitei ranna shikhe, amma nije nije ranna sikhsi.. ki shikhsi jani na,. kintu ranta pari?
himu, asorer ajaan ditese.. amma, r eaktu shomoy.. amma, shei eakoi kahinia. malibaag bashar kahini. amar eakhon choila jaite hoibe, kintu ami voy pai .. amma, ami kisu korte pari nai. ami ontorar jonnyo kisu korte pari nai. kono din eak ta boi kinteo taka dite pari nai. tumi khali amare, onotare dekhte bolsila.. ami pari nai. ami dadu vaireo kisu kori nai. ami usrora bushra kaure kisu kori nai.
ami othrobo hoisi. tumi amare maaf koira dio. amar onek ischa chilo. kintu pari nai...
ami r konodin kisu korte parbo na. onotora sunsi oners sehsh kortese.. jibone ekata taka dite pari nai.
amma, amare shuili duita shari pathaisilo .. kisu nai. ki hoise. chore nise. amma amar kisu nai, khali
mone mone ase... tumi amare maf koira dio.. ami r konodin tomare phono koira tyakto korbo na. tumi tar thikka shunba, kintu amare aijke jigaise, kobe jabo?
tader bolsi dui eka diner modhye. eai bar kothay jabo jani na. amar kothao jawar nai, amma,
amar pashe paani.. tumi maaf koira dio... r ontu re koiyo maaf oira dite... ami shomorm pai, karo shonge kotha kkoite... khoda hafiz..
Thursday, October 9, 2014
nayem, ghumaiteso? he. raat koito hoilo hush ase? na ! ki zhamela hoilo?
kisu, na. dhoro, ami mukhe pani diya asi achca. ki bolo? amar shorir khub kharap. sugar money hoy, chandite uthse. to? ki korbo? osudh khaw na? na. shorbo nash? tumi abbar ki hoisilo sunsho na? he.
kisu korar nai. jokhon gail khai, tokhon khali vaat khai. r ki koro? pete ton ton kore byatha kortese...
osudh khaiya ghumao. ghumaile ki lav? kaile amar eakoi din? tomar ki hoise bolo to?
eak ta, maagi ase eaikahne. shap maagi. kopale saap niya ghumay. she amar re nokol kore. tar vatar
byata. naki amar shada byata? tara chor. she amar ip blok kore. tomare sathe ja kotha boli shob shune., ami eakta adha nagta photo uthaiy alagasi, profile? face book e? hum. to ki hoilo? r tumi nengta hoiya photo tulso kyano? vabsi she amare r nokol korte parbe na? she abar eakta adha negta chobi lagaise. she eai shob kore kyano? tare oi mosulmaner chao bole biya korse, tare amar naam diya bohu churi chamari kortese.. r ami palaiya thaki. amare na kaaz korte dey, na ghorer baire jai, voye.
tumi pulishe gesila? gesi. tara ki bole? tara oi shak chunni'r pokkhyo nise. tokhonn to oi shakchunnike chintam na.. tar naam ki? farzana. she biya korse, farhana quddus nam dia. tar vatar
dish er cable lagay. ur masum. she ababr amar nich tolar buri.. onek kischa. ami kisutei oi buri, ba eai shakchunni re amar ip, email, r jibon thikka bair korte partesi na.
abar pulishe zao. nah thak dorkar nai? tar por lekhok shaheber kotha bolo?
she jonnoi to eatto dukkhyo... ami tar sathe kotha boli, ami likhi, she amre jobab dey, r oi shakchunni ta .. tar profile e kemne kemne i phone niya copy kore ami jani na. kintu kore..
oi loker sathe ami r kotha bolte pari na. kintu ora amare khali onek galagali kore. tumi oder sathe kotha bolo kyano? boli na. oi shakchunni r tar ki baal boin ase eakta, kochu kheter gundda'r
bu...oi gulazr mastan chilo na? he ,tare to maira falaise.. valo hoise. gyunda panda moron i valo..
tumi eai shob ,manush koi khuija amerikay paila? ami pai nai.. herra amare pasie..
tar ki thela? she abbar faruq khaner poribaber bandhobi hoise? onel kahini?
thikoi ase, gundader bondhu monyri i hoy !
suno ! oshudh khaw, kaiya ghumao. kalke raite phone koiro. shndhar por bashay asi.
acha,.. dekho jodi lekhok shaheb re khuija paw, tare bolo? she naki shob jane..
kintu she ki korbe? amar shomoshya abash niya nayem.. ami basto hara !!
kisu, na. dhoro, ami mukhe pani diya asi achca. ki bolo? amar shorir khub kharap. sugar money hoy, chandite uthse. to? ki korbo? osudh khaw na? na. shorbo nash? tumi abbar ki hoisilo sunsho na? he.
kisu korar nai. jokhon gail khai, tokhon khali vaat khai. r ki koro? pete ton ton kore byatha kortese...
osudh khaiya ghumao. ghumaile ki lav? kaile amar eakoi din? tomar ki hoise bolo to?
eak ta, maagi ase eaikahne. shap maagi. kopale saap niya ghumay. she amar re nokol kore. tar vatar
byata. naki amar shada byata? tara chor. she amar ip blok kore. tomare sathe ja kotha boli shob shune., ami eakta adha nagta photo uthaiy alagasi, profile? face book e? hum. to ki hoilo? r tumi nengta hoiya photo tulso kyano? vabsi she amare r nokol korte parbe na? she abar eakta adha negta chobi lagaise. she eai shob kore kyano? tare oi mosulmaner chao bole biya korse, tare amar naam diya bohu churi chamari kortese.. r ami palaiya thaki. amare na kaaz korte dey, na ghorer baire jai, voye.
tumi pulishe gesila? gesi. tara ki bole? tara oi shak chunni'r pokkhyo nise. tokhonn to oi shakchunnike chintam na.. tar naam ki? farzana. she biya korse, farhana quddus nam dia. tar vatar
dish er cable lagay. ur masum. she ababr amar nich tolar buri.. onek kischa. ami kisutei oi buri, ba eai shakchunni re amar ip, email, r jibon thikka bair korte partesi na.
abar pulishe zao. nah thak dorkar nai? tar por lekhok shaheber kotha bolo?
she jonnoi to eatto dukkhyo... ami tar sathe kotha boli, ami likhi, she amre jobab dey, r oi shakchunni ta .. tar profile e kemne kemne i phone niya copy kore ami jani na. kintu kore..
oi loker sathe ami r kotha bolte pari na. kintu ora amare khali onek galagali kore. tumi oder sathe kotha bolo kyano? boli na. oi shakchunni r tar ki baal boin ase eakta, kochu kheter gundda'r
bu...oi gulazr mastan chilo na? he ,tare to maira falaise.. valo hoise. gyunda panda moron i valo..
tumi eai shob ,manush koi khuija amerikay paila? ami pai nai.. herra amare pasie..
tar ki thela? she abbar faruq khaner poribaber bandhobi hoise? onel kahini?
thikoi ase, gundader bondhu monyri i hoy !
suno ! oshudh khaw, kaiya ghumao. kalke raite phone koiro. shndhar por bashay asi.
acha,.. dekho jodi lekhok shaheb re khuija paw, tare bolo? she naki shob jane..
kintu she ki korbe? amar shomoshya abash niya nayem.. ami basto hara !!
Nayeem..
kemon aso? ami byasto chilam, kisui kori nai. kintu tomake lekhar jonnyo mone hoy nai.
kkoi sila? silam eai khanei. ghora ghuri korsi. shorir khubi kharap. apar shorir o valo na. tomar ki hoise? kisu na. oije tumor er byatha. onek barse. khubi kostho hoy. kalke eakta ghotona hoise..
amar sathe internet e eakjoner sathe porichoy hoise, take ami dekhi nai. tare soboai bole professor eai shob. kintu.. ami jani na.. ami shudhu vabi she ki amar jamair keu hoy? kintu she bolse tara atniyo na.
she abar darun kobita likhe. spanish bole? eatto kisu? bolo ki? shorbo nash !! she ki jane tomar kotha? humm. bolso tumi? shob? shob. khalujane r kotha? are, shei khalu jaan niya i to eatto kando hoilo.
tumi zano na? r eak din bolbo.. ascha.. eakhon bolo..tar je naam ki.? ami tao janina. to bishoy ki?
tumi tar preme porla kemne? tar lekha poira. acha, she ki lekhok? she ki likhe naki? he .. likhe.
ki likhe? golpo na kobita? shob kisu likhe.. kintu.. tar lekha .. r style .. she bangla pare na. engrejite likhe. dhoro jodi ami translate korte pari.. hobohu banglay... shomosto onuvob taile tare .. amar
raisu, kimba sajjadd shorif style hoibo. durdanto !! dhaka thakle azizer shob maiya tar pise laiga thako !!
eatto boro manush ! bah, mota tang khushir khbor? tumi khushi koi dekhla? tare to ami kono din dekhi nai? she amare dekhe.. kemne dekhe janina. tobe dekhe.. to hoilo? na , hoilo na..
'nayreem ami tar preme moha - marir te vugtesi. eai ghotona kauke bolle amare pagla garode baindha rakhbe, kintu ami ghor thikka baire jai na, tar lekha poroner loiga.. eai khane i.. r eak jon ase, kobi..
ami confused hoiya jai. dui jonei eak sathe kotha bole. kintu amar mon poira thake tar dike..
she khubi lajuk o !! ami ki korbo.. eatto bura boyshe..? oshubidha ki? tomar to r shami nai?
she falaiya gese bohut din, to... ?kintu shamir jonnyo mon kemon kore? shob shomoy? eai dekho eakhono kantesi? taile ki zhamela hoilao??
jokhon i shwami r jonnyo kandi ba, kono karone koshto pai.. ami tar kotha vabi.. amar kostho choila jay.. bastobe ekhi nai? ajob kahini.. allahu tawala amare eai rokom korlo kyan? kyan amar eak ta ghor dilo na? ami kyan basto har a? choukh mucho ! chokh mucho ! Hena, chokh ,mucho.. ami amare daklam.. !! acha.kanba na.. na..
kintu.. amar eai rokom kothin jibon dilo kyano? amar khubi shorom lage... ghore dulabhair thikka taka nei.. amar onek shorom lage.. ami fash nibo. tumi shunba.. hena, kase aisha bosh. ki?
tumi aabar amar mathay hat dila kyan? shuno paglami koiro na. nayeem tumi eai shob bolba na.
ami shotti fash nibo? amare manush ki bolbe? eamnitei amare onek kharap kharap kotha bole tara !!
ami onek chesta korsi.. ami kalnto hoisi.. ami eai jaygay thakte chaina. kintu keu amare eaikhan thikka bair hoise sahajjyo korte se na.. ami ki korbo?
kothao dure gele amar r kono shoto hoito na..
'
hena, utho bazare jaite hoibe, tumi ch akhao. r fash newar age sesh barer moton noukay ghurbo ne, thik ase? acha.
kemon aso? ami byasto chilam, kisui kori nai. kintu tomake lekhar jonnyo mone hoy nai.
kkoi sila? silam eai khanei. ghora ghuri korsi. shorir khubi kharap. apar shorir o valo na. tomar ki hoise? kisu na. oije tumor er byatha. onek barse. khubi kostho hoy. kalke eakta ghotona hoise..
amar sathe internet e eakjoner sathe porichoy hoise, take ami dekhi nai. tare soboai bole professor eai shob. kintu.. ami jani na.. ami shudhu vabi she ki amar jamair keu hoy? kintu she bolse tara atniyo na.
she abar darun kobita likhe. spanish bole? eatto kisu? bolo ki? shorbo nash !! she ki jane tomar kotha? humm. bolso tumi? shob? shob. khalujane r kotha? are, shei khalu jaan niya i to eatto kando hoilo.
tumi zano na? r eak din bolbo.. ascha.. eakhon bolo..tar je naam ki.? ami tao janina. to bishoy ki?
tumi tar preme porla kemne? tar lekha poira. acha, she ki lekhok? she ki likhe naki? he .. likhe.
ki likhe? golpo na kobita? shob kisu likhe.. kintu.. tar lekha .. r style .. she bangla pare na. engrejite likhe. dhoro jodi ami translate korte pari.. hobohu banglay... shomosto onuvob taile tare .. amar
raisu, kimba sajjadd shorif style hoibo. durdanto !! dhaka thakle azizer shob maiya tar pise laiga thako !!
eatto boro manush ! bah, mota tang khushir khbor? tumi khushi koi dekhla? tare to ami kono din dekhi nai? she amare dekhe.. kemne dekhe janina. tobe dekhe.. to hoilo? na , hoilo na..
'nayreem ami tar preme moha - marir te vugtesi. eai ghotona kauke bolle amare pagla garode baindha rakhbe, kintu ami ghor thikka baire jai na, tar lekha poroner loiga.. eai khane i.. r eak jon ase, kobi..
ami confused hoiya jai. dui jonei eak sathe kotha bole. kintu amar mon poira thake tar dike..
she khubi lajuk o !! ami ki korbo.. eatto bura boyshe..? oshubidha ki? tomar to r shami nai?
she falaiya gese bohut din, to... ?kintu shamir jonnyo mon kemon kore? shob shomoy? eai dekho eakhono kantesi? taile ki zhamela hoilao??
jokhon i shwami r jonnyo kandi ba, kono karone koshto pai.. ami tar kotha vabi.. amar kostho choila jay.. bastobe ekhi nai? ajob kahini.. allahu tawala amare eai rokom korlo kyan? kyan amar eak ta ghor dilo na? ami kyan basto har a? choukh mucho ! chokh mucho ! Hena, chokh ,mucho.. ami amare daklam.. !! acha.kanba na.. na..
kintu.. amar eai rokom kothin jibon dilo kyano? amar khubi shorom lage... ghore dulabhair thikka taka nei.. amar onek shorom lage.. ami fash nibo. tumi shunba.. hena, kase aisha bosh. ki?
tumi aabar amar mathay hat dila kyan? shuno paglami koiro na. nayeem tumi eai shob bolba na.
ami shotti fash nibo? amare manush ki bolbe? eamnitei amare onek kharap kharap kotha bole tara !!
ami onek chesta korsi.. ami kalnto hoisi.. ami eai jaygay thakte chaina. kintu keu amare eaikhan thikka bair hoise sahajjyo korte se na.. ami ki korbo?
kothao dure gele amar r kono shoto hoito na..
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hena, utho bazare jaite hoibe, tumi ch akhao. r fash newar age sesh barer moton noukay ghurbo ne, thik ase? acha.
Tuesday, October 7, 2014
Pumkin,
Tomar amma haspatale. she osustho. Ami tar osusthotar karon. tar eakta stroke korse. tomar abba buzhtese na. aheo hoisilo ! dekho, ami tomader bashay ashte chai nai. kono din chai nai. kintu
ki korbo? amar sotru to amare eakkhane hajot bash dise. ami golay fash lagaiya moira jaite pari.
hoyto jabo sigrioi. tomar ammar koshto to kombe na? kombe kisu? she chup chup koira kande, ami dekhi.. kisu boli na. ami dekhi tomar choto vai kande , moyna, tar mayer sathe sathe.. ami ki korbo bolo? ami to chesta kori? tumi jano, aijker dine ami 2 bochor age, jail hajot e silam, eakta khupri type er , khuni der jail. khidar jonnyo jokhon onnyo kisu chiasi, tokhon bolse, kotha bolle tomare chaire bainda rakhum. aro thin din por jokhon ukil paisilam tokhon amare khawa disilo, r chairao disilo. kintu dile ki lav? jara jail hajote dise tara amare jail hazot ei rakse,,dui bochor hoilo.
she khali, amar, matahr upor chad r pate khana hoilei tar akherait hoibe, vablo? kintu khawon poroner rastar modhye haiga dilo. ami shei gu gaye makhaiya, haita haita rashta par hoisi. goshol disi? kintu lav hoy nai. gaye gu er gondho !! sukna gu to aro marrottok? tobuo godho niya duare duyare jai.
mainshere vikka chai? keu kisu dey na? ami to mainsher mandhe choiya porgasa howner maiya na?
ami to eaklai jongole thaksi. ami kaure buzhaite pari na. ami jhokhoni haita oi citgo poirjonto jai, amar pa obosh hoiya jay. ami ulta haita ghore asi. tar por oi nepali.. meena koisilo kaam thik koira dibe, kintu seh kemne khobor pailo, ami internet e eak joner sathe kotha boli, she spanish e kobita lekh, gan likhe.. ami doraisi. tachara eai meena lama rei to eksho taka disilam, amare frederiskburg e niya jawar jonno. tar pakistani bondhu gari chaisilo. sheto kagoj potro nai, palaiya silo.
tar por hoilo, shei afroza hasin zhumur. she chilo amar bariwalar bashay vara, agaer burar bashay.
ami to tar keu hoi na. oi mirpurer maagi ki korse ami ki bolbo?
toamr ammar jonnyo mon khubi bishakto. ami moira jaite chai. tara tari chai. ami khub shigrio golay fash nibo.
tumi tomar ammare deikha raikho.
Tomar amma haspatale. she osustho. Ami tar osusthotar karon. tar eakta stroke korse. tomar abba buzhtese na. aheo hoisilo ! dekho, ami tomader bashay ashte chai nai. kono din chai nai. kintu
ki korbo? amar sotru to amare eakkhane hajot bash dise. ami golay fash lagaiya moira jaite pari.
hoyto jabo sigrioi. tomar ammar koshto to kombe na? kombe kisu? she chup chup koira kande, ami dekhi.. kisu boli na. ami dekhi tomar choto vai kande , moyna, tar mayer sathe sathe.. ami ki korbo bolo? ami to chesta kori? tumi jano, aijker dine ami 2 bochor age, jail hajot e silam, eakta khupri type er , khuni der jail. khidar jonnyo jokhon onnyo kisu chiasi, tokhon bolse, kotha bolle tomare chaire bainda rakhum. aro thin din por jokhon ukil paisilam tokhon amare khawa disilo, r chairao disilo. kintu dile ki lav? jara jail hajote dise tara amare jail hazot ei rakse,,dui bochor hoilo.
she khali, amar, matahr upor chad r pate khana hoilei tar akherait hoibe, vablo? kintu khawon poroner rastar modhye haiga dilo. ami shei gu gaye makhaiya, haita haita rashta par hoisi. goshol disi? kintu lav hoy nai. gaye gu er gondho !! sukna gu to aro marrottok? tobuo godho niya duare duyare jai.
mainshere vikka chai? keu kisu dey na? ami to mainsher mandhe choiya porgasa howner maiya na?
ami to eaklai jongole thaksi. ami kaure buzhaite pari na. ami jhokhoni haita oi citgo poirjonto jai, amar pa obosh hoiya jay. ami ulta haita ghore asi. tar por oi nepali.. meena koisilo kaam thik koira dibe, kintu seh kemne khobor pailo, ami internet e eak joner sathe kotha boli, she spanish e kobita lekh, gan likhe.. ami doraisi. tachara eai meena lama rei to eksho taka disilam, amare frederiskburg e niya jawar jonno. tar pakistani bondhu gari chaisilo. sheto kagoj potro nai, palaiya silo.
tar por hoilo, shei afroza hasin zhumur. she chilo amar bariwalar bashay vara, agaer burar bashay.
ami to tar keu hoi na. oi mirpurer maagi ki korse ami ki bolbo?
toamr ammar jonnyo mon khubi bishakto. ami moira jaite chai. tara tari chai. ami khub shigrio golay fash nibo.
tumi tomar ammare deikha raikho.
Saturday, October 4, 2014
choto miya, tomare gopon kothata boila jai. jodi konodin tumi eaishob poro to jante parba.
shuno, eai ghore ami thaki.. khai dai free.. kono zhamela nai. vara nai, khawa pai.. shob thik thak.. eakhon onnyo dosh joner moton amaro to nijer dhanda guchiaya new uchit. eai manush gula ontoto,'
thakte jayga dise, khwa ditese. onnyo manuhs, jemon dhoro mongoli... she to amar rokto shuisha khaitese.. she to kono din eak bela khana ba thakar jonnyo dake nai. tar bishal baari, baari r baari !!
Jai houk, shuno eai bashar pashe rashtar konay eakta gas station ache. she amare shei khane falaiya gesilo, dui bochor age, november masher sheeter raite. eakla. kono taka poysha kisu na. tare bolsilam, she allah re voy paile she eai shob koron thik na. she voy pay na. tar valobashar boiner mongolir moton, gaari dabraiya choila gese ! mongoli tar ager jonomer mayer peter mamato boin.
r 46 din por shei kalo din ashbe. shei khane falaiya raikha gesilo jate ami bish khaiya moira jai.
tokhon to tar jonnyo valobasha chilo, vabsilam ashbe ne raag taag komle. buzhi nai, eai shob tar
chikon budhir suporikolpito kormo.
ami shob dhoroner chesta korsi, eai barrir ashe pashe na ashar. ami dure thaksi. she ami, amar boin, amar baap dada shob nokol koira, tar talto boin , mongoli, r her ny er boin tania afroz ke diya shob kisu mash allah nokol koira nise. eakhoan ami ba amar baap dada shob shol manuhs nokol hoisi, r tara nokol mansuh ashol hoise. tar eakhon dorkar amar moron, othoba chiro bikalongo.
dekho, goto koydin beraite gesilam.. shei khane ami eak baar o thik moton khainai. eai khaane aisha abar 9 baar vaat khaisi. r ghorer baire jaite voy pai...
ami eai bashay thaika 2012 shaaler shob shukher r valobasshar din tar sathe puno: japon kortesi..
eatoi anondo hoitese... je khali vabi ghumailei she uzzol november 22 tarikh hoiya jaibe...
amre jodi allah maaf na kore, ami ki korbo? ami amar shaddyo moton chesta korsi. jaan bachan foroz.
ami shob duyare duyare khoyraat korsi, chaisi.. paye dhorsi. chena ochena.. shob rokomer.. eakhon ami shongbad paise,
ontorer tare, je, ashche november 22 tarikher agei , INSHA ALLAH aamr mirttyu kobul hoibe.
ki vabe sheita ami jani na, tobe hobe eai ta ami jani. ami otto shahoshi chilam na.. r buzh na, bachar love kaar na ase, duniyay?
ami eai dhoro jemon, 19/20 tarikher modhye kaaz ta shaira falabo. moira gele r ki?
morar por amare kaata bon diya tanuk, tar ami ki korbo? na ami tare kono shasti dite parbo,
na tar boin- mongoli re kono shasti dite parbo.
tara dhoni mansuh, tader sasti hoy na. eai duniyay hoy na.
tai... tomare janaiya rakhlam. mone money shokto hoitesi..
ami eai puno: jobon chai na. ami 2 bochor age, aaijker dine jail hazote chilam. tara amare kono phone o korte dey nai. r she eamun pokto koira kaaz sarche.. jate amar iho jibone baicha thakar shadh miyta zai. jeon dhoro, gelo eid e.. she amar nijer kapor chopor churi koira niya gese. tar por chunnire goyna
kinna dise, tao amar parar dokan diya..
ami ghore boisha chilam. roman noodles khaisi.
eai hoilo kahini.. dekho ami ghumaite pari na. ami eai november r survive korbo na.
doa raikho.. ear odhye to likhboi tomare..
ami vuila gesilam shob. eakhon amar shob dekhi chobir moton porishkar !!!
tobe mone koshto niyo na. jonmo jokhon hoisi, morte to hoiboi, ! ki r kora !!
Jibon kormo moy, morile bishram hoy !! Amar bishramer shomoy hoise... ami r bivotsho november 22 tarikh jibito thakte china... eaitai amar shesh ischa.
shuno, eai ghore ami thaki.. khai dai free.. kono zhamela nai. vara nai, khawa pai.. shob thik thak.. eakhon onnyo dosh joner moton amaro to nijer dhanda guchiaya new uchit. eai manush gula ontoto,'
thakte jayga dise, khwa ditese. onnyo manuhs, jemon dhoro mongoli... she to amar rokto shuisha khaitese.. she to kono din eak bela khana ba thakar jonnyo dake nai. tar bishal baari, baari r baari !!
Jai houk, shuno eai bashar pashe rashtar konay eakta gas station ache. she amare shei khane falaiya gesilo, dui bochor age, november masher sheeter raite. eakla. kono taka poysha kisu na. tare bolsilam, she allah re voy paile she eai shob koron thik na. she voy pay na. tar valobashar boiner mongolir moton, gaari dabraiya choila gese ! mongoli tar ager jonomer mayer peter mamato boin.
r 46 din por shei kalo din ashbe. shei khane falaiya raikha gesilo jate ami bish khaiya moira jai.
tokhon to tar jonnyo valobasha chilo, vabsilam ashbe ne raag taag komle. buzhi nai, eai shob tar
chikon budhir suporikolpito kormo.
ami shob dhoroner chesta korsi, eai barrir ashe pashe na ashar. ami dure thaksi. she ami, amar boin, amar baap dada shob nokol koira, tar talto boin , mongoli, r her ny er boin tania afroz ke diya shob kisu mash allah nokol koira nise. eakhoan ami ba amar baap dada shob shol manuhs nokol hoisi, r tara nokol mansuh ashol hoise. tar eakhon dorkar amar moron, othoba chiro bikalongo.
dekho, goto koydin beraite gesilam.. shei khane ami eak baar o thik moton khainai. eai khaane aisha abar 9 baar vaat khaisi. r ghorer baire jaite voy pai...
ami eai bashay thaika 2012 shaaler shob shukher r valobasshar din tar sathe puno: japon kortesi..
eatoi anondo hoitese... je khali vabi ghumailei she uzzol november 22 tarikh hoiya jaibe...
amre jodi allah maaf na kore, ami ki korbo? ami amar shaddyo moton chesta korsi. jaan bachan foroz.
ami shob duyare duyare khoyraat korsi, chaisi.. paye dhorsi. chena ochena.. shob rokomer.. eakhon ami shongbad paise,
ontorer tare, je, ashche november 22 tarikher agei , INSHA ALLAH aamr mirttyu kobul hoibe.
ki vabe sheita ami jani na, tobe hobe eai ta ami jani. ami otto shahoshi chilam na.. r buzh na, bachar love kaar na ase, duniyay?
ami eai dhoro jemon, 19/20 tarikher modhye kaaz ta shaira falabo. moira gele r ki?
morar por amare kaata bon diya tanuk, tar ami ki korbo? na ami tare kono shasti dite parbo,
na tar boin- mongoli re kono shasti dite parbo.
tara dhoni mansuh, tader sasti hoy na. eai duniyay hoy na.
tai... tomare janaiya rakhlam. mone money shokto hoitesi..
ami eai puno: jobon chai na. ami 2 bochor age, aaijker dine jail hazote chilam. tara amare kono phone o korte dey nai. r she eamun pokto koira kaaz sarche.. jate amar iho jibone baicha thakar shadh miyta zai. jeon dhoro, gelo eid e.. she amar nijer kapor chopor churi koira niya gese. tar por chunnire goyna
kinna dise, tao amar parar dokan diya..
ami ghore boisha chilam. roman noodles khaisi.
eai hoilo kahini.. dekho ami ghumaite pari na. ami eai november r survive korbo na.
doa raikho.. ear odhye to likhboi tomare..
ami vuila gesilam shob. eakhon amar shob dekhi chobir moton porishkar !!!
tobe mone koshto niyo na. jonmo jokhon hoisi, morte to hoiboi, ! ki r kora !!
Jibon kormo moy, morile bishram hoy !! Amar bishramer shomoy hoise... ami r bivotsho november 22 tarikh jibito thakte china... eaitai amar shesh ischa.
Nayem !!
He ! he ! Eid Mubarak ! Asho kola Kuli kori.. are dhur ! Manish ki bolbe? ke ki bolbe tate amar ki?
ami ki kisu bollam? Thik ase, amar salami dao. dibo, salaam koro tarpore to? tar mane ki?
tumi amar cheye boro? na murubbi? tal gasch lomba hoilei i buzhi boto-brikkhyo hoiya zay ! aha !
hoy ! hoy ! salaam koro !kono oshubidha nai.. ei bar dao... Matro Ponshash Taka?? !! oi ! eaita diye ami kinbo? amar kase r taka nai.. thik ase, age to fuchka khawao.. tar por dekhbo ne. r khiri kabab, r
puri.. !! hena.. cholo guddi uraite zai... thik ase, amar kintu eai koitai taka silo. rikksha vara !
darao budhi paisi, tafu vaire salaam korbo, r vabi r dada.. ha ! ha ! ha ! ha ! ha ! ha ! tumi ashla kyano? tafu vai ammar theke taka nise, oi chemrita ashcilo.. tar sathe bair hoise ! dhur za ! mafuz ashbe na? ashbe. taile to hoilo, cholo zai..
now, aazke eid. nayeem.. korbani'r eid. boraborer moton i ami ghore, boisha achi. goto 0 bochor eid amar eai vabei gese. amar kono eid nai.. ami nsatik? zar ghor nai, tar abar eid kisher? shudhu koyedi hishabe khawa pora paitesi, tin bela. free.
ahare ! jodi eakbar mukti paitam eai jail khana thikka !!
He ! he ! Eid Mubarak ! Asho kola Kuli kori.. are dhur ! Manish ki bolbe? ke ki bolbe tate amar ki?
ami ki kisu bollam? Thik ase, amar salami dao. dibo, salaam koro tarpore to? tar mane ki?
tumi amar cheye boro? na murubbi? tal gasch lomba hoilei i buzhi boto-brikkhyo hoiya zay ! aha !
hoy ! hoy ! salaam koro !kono oshubidha nai.. ei bar dao... Matro Ponshash Taka?? !! oi ! eaita diye ami kinbo? amar kase r taka nai.. thik ase, age to fuchka khawao.. tar por dekhbo ne. r khiri kabab, r
puri.. !! hena.. cholo guddi uraite zai... thik ase, amar kintu eai koitai taka silo. rikksha vara !
darao budhi paisi, tafu vaire salaam korbo, r vabi r dada.. ha ! ha ! ha ! ha ! ha ! ha ! tumi ashla kyano? tafu vai ammar theke taka nise, oi chemrita ashcilo.. tar sathe bair hoise ! dhur za ! mafuz ashbe na? ashbe. taile to hoilo, cholo zai..
now, aazke eid. nayeem.. korbani'r eid. boraborer moton i ami ghore, boisha achi. goto 0 bochor eid amar eai vabei gese. amar kono eid nai.. ami nsatik? zar ghor nai, tar abar eid kisher? shudhu koyedi hishabe khawa pora paitesi, tin bela. free.
ahare ! jodi eakbar mukti paitam eai jail khana thikka !!
Monday, September 29, 2014
Ogo amar Fatema's choto bhai...
eakta gopon khobor boli. bolo? ami, motamuti atmohottyar eakta valo budhi bair korsi.
eai october e eak bochor hobe ami chalu korsi... eata kaaz hoitese. eaita shobar jonnyo
na, shudhu amar jonnyo.. ami chain smoker. bolo ki? biri kobe khaite shuru korla?
tumi janona kintu korsi. amerikay giya? humm, tao auto kisu beshi chilo na,. shob shuru hoise december 2010 thikka. oi amader deshe world cup hoilo na, he? tokhon thikka. kyano?
dehse jaite chiasilam, khela dekhte. to, ashla na kayno? shei kahini bolte gele bangla bashar shobdokosh shesh hoiya jaibe.. tokhon thekei regular .. jotokhon jege thaki totokkhonkhai,...
tumi ghumao na? na. keno? ghumaite voy pai. gumaile jin ashe, shopno dekhi. shob sotti hoy..
bollam na, deshi she eakta hippi buri hoiya gese tar por khub shundor dekhte eakta cherel hat
dhoira choilagese. ghotona bastobe shotti. bolo tumi dekhi peer shab?
onekta sehi rokom i ghotona? ta moroner ki buddhi bair korla?
ami cigaret khai, r 9/10 bar thak vorti vorti baat khai. ghor theke kothao jai na. eak blok o hatina.
eai eak mashe 7 lb. ozon aro barse. amar diabetic ase. r ache dui tumor. eai je aazke, ami vabsilam,
mosjide zabo.. fitrar taka chaite, tumi eid er fitrar taka diye ki korba? nijer jonnyo. ami
tomake kalke ki bollam, ami manusher sadka r khoyrat niya ami amar jibon chalaitesi. ah! tumi
deshe asho? ki hobe? kisu hobe, are dhur? shuno... oi tumor tar eak ta naam ase. ki naam
masum. mashum? bah, valo tamto ! masum naam kimone koira dila?
karon, oi tumor ta kaita felaile ami baicha jabo.. eai ta onek koshto dey. ami byathay neel hoiya jai.
well, ami to kalo neel dekha jay na. ami beguni hoiya jai. eai je dekho... ami uthei partesi na,.
ami amar dulabhai'r sofar modhye loma hoiya shuiya silam.. eakhon uitha boshchi. kintu pithe baythay norte partesina. byathata amar pet thikka pithe jay. amar komorer nich theke obosh hoye
jay..
shorbonash ? tomar ki paralysis hobe ? na , hobe na.. taopor ki hobe, mota tunk? ki hobe... eakdin oita brust hobe.. tokhon ami more jabo.
shighrir howar shomvabona beshi,,
tumi ki pura pagol hoiso naki? tomar okhane na bon silo? he ase, tar barir pashe eak mail dure eakta
petrol pump e she falaiya gese.. tumi eai ghute kurani'r chele koi paisila?
paisi ..jai houk, shuno..
ami eai vabe moira jabo.. amar vai der opoman, r amar baper opoman..
ami eai masher din koyta gele, byatha komle.. jabo..
ami poero din byathay kandi r ponero din byatha na hoile kandi.
ajob !! pagoler moto kotha boilo na, dartarer kase zao..
shuno, oi je pagla adi ase na, ulab er? humm.. she gelo bar eai rokom amar pise lagsilo.. seh proti din amare dhaka thikka phone korto. shara amaerikay aloron tulse, pore tar thela khaiya..oi operation ta koraisilam... tomar jamai koi silo? silo.. she eai shob buzhe na..amar shashuri, nonod onek kore.. tara korse..
eai baar.. anmar ekhar keu nai.. koyek ta pakistani maiya silo... tader sathe kono jogajog nai..
keu kisu jane na..
eai vabe ami mirtyu hobo..
tumi valo thaiko.. ami raisure chithi lihkbo eakta..
Sunday, September 28, 2014
Nayem, boloto ami ki shuntesi? ki? shei gaan? abyub bachu? nah ! to azom khan? tor matha? ki ?
no balle buzhi kemne? bolo? acha, clue-- ki? commilla rasta... laker pare, riksha sathe naima. oh ! buzh si, oi asyesha jul kar gaan na? acha, r eakta clue, bolo... mahfuz, mota babu, nishat, shoma, okay? tumi eaishob gaan shuno? humm,.. eakhon kotto kotto shundor gaan hoise? eai shob gaan dadar amoler gaan shuno kyano henna? are dhur? ami to ghorir kata ghuraiya disi... ami tomar sinematao khujtesi you tube. e . konta? babys day out? aha ! ha ! ha !ha ! ha ! ha !
heum oita amaio eakhon dekhi. to... dekhi tomar kotdur mone ache amar kotha? bolo koy bar amra shunsilam oi ganta? bolte parbo na, amar matha thika ase. tomar moton sit nai. tar poreo bolo.. mone nai.. kintu mone ache, pura 4 ghonta.. r amar haat byatha hoisilo, renewed korte korte. tumi kyano shamne bolsila? lomba ki amar dosh? to? mota babu to korte parto? oi byathar thang to khato.. humm ! ha !ha !Ha ! ha !ha ! ...
jano, ami eakta listi banaisi... amar jodi kono din kaaz baaz jute taile karo jonnyo kisu korbo. bah,
eai abbar notun ki, hazzi muhammad mohsin? eai chamra, ami ki byata? thukku vul hoise, apni hoilen, haazi mohammed MOHSINA. thik ase... hozz kopale nai. to ami koy nombore? tumi nai?
are? bolo ki? ke tomare burigongay nigesilo? ke tomare chand raite melay nisilo? shala ! tumi eatto kharap. tar poreo nai. to shune r ki lav ase? bolo ! ami chahida onujai tinta listi banaisi. A - listi'r naam boli... bolo.. 1. fatema. hah! fatema ? amader fatema? or to biye diye dise amma,. hok.. valo.
tar pore, dada'r basha zulekha. sheo ki kazer lok ? 3. kutti bhair, mane amar nijer bashar, hazera.
4. mokbul bhai, preeti'r driver. 5. robiyul, sheba vabir kajer lok..6. sitir ma, she ke? amar chotobelar bua. acha.. 7. nam na jana bua, eaita ke? amar shashurir ache, tar bua. tumi biya korso koy ta? toamar na eakta shada jamai chilo? chilo eakhon nai. tare ki korso. gilla falaisi. otto kotha bolo kyan?
acha, bolo, eai shahsuri ta ke? ase, eakjon ... bichi chara byata tokaya paisilam,, tare biya korsi. to - bua paila koi? tumi deshe ashchila naki? kobe? are dhur na. deshe kemne jabo? kyanmo toamer green card hoy nai? na. kisu nai. taile je oibar ashchila? churi koira. shuno, eai buyar naam listi te uthar jonnyo, tar joggyota tomake bolte chai..kyano? she eakta mohan upokar korse amar.'
bolo.. amar shamir fupato-khalato-nanato- bon, ore babare sheita abar ki? oi je desher manush, mama shohur bideshe tahko , to ghor bari dekha shunar korar jonnyo rakksilo..tarpor? she amar shoshur mara jawar por amar shashuri ke dekha suna korto r oi bahsay thakto. kintu oi jegramer to khali shoytan. amar shashuri ekala, so she motamuti chuklami koira tin kolur boloder-- malik hoise? eara kara? amar shashurir .. beukuf, hotovaggyo.. gadha tin ta chele.. shorbonash !!! bolo ki? tomar kismote konta zutlo? shobcheye haba r gadha ta!! tar naam hoilo... 79 - khaleda.
she , moha shushite silo. amar shahurur 2 nombor.. gunda , oi semriri sathe vab. onek vab. tar sathe phoen kore goppo mare. lomba goppo. amar jamai to bangalai bolte pare na. oi kutub amar shahsuri keo mithaya kotha bolse. tar por oi khaleda, jokhoni ter paise, ami bangaldeshi, amar baari borishal, mota moti pora lekha jaani.. she amar ke tabiz korse.. bolo ki? tumi amerikay thako eai shob hoy?
hoy ! hoy! tumibuzhba na. oi 2 nombor gundata aaba rmoshjide jay..oi ta.. eai shober mul. she shob ataka poysha dise amerika thikka. tara vai gon amerikay thake.
tar pore? tar pore r ki? oi semri..tabiz korse, kufri kalam korse, jin diya.. oi buya boila dise amar shshuri ke, she tokhon ore ghor thikka bair koira dise. ami amar
r deshe giya oi 2 nombor gunda ta oi semri ke abar ghore uthaise.. tarpor to abar amar shahsurir upor o mastani kora shuru korse. oi gunda tar buo o amre rikay thake, tar sathe milla amar shashurike amr pise lagasie.. khuna khuni kando.. amar shahuri to amake r dekhtei pare na, tar pore .. eaktu valo hoite shuro hoisilo bochor charek age.. tokhon oi dui nmobor gunda tar bou r tar boin milla amare jail hazot tazot shob korse.. bolo ki? tomar jamai kisu bollo na? na, kaynao, she ki bichi chara naki? eai ta kemon lok, ajob, bure mare, r she chup kore tahke, tumi oi lok ke talak diya dao. disi. well, she choila gese.. jai houk.. tader sathe amar kono shomporko nai.
byash zhamela miya gelo.. he, mitse. shei jon ami oi bua listi te rakhsi..
dekho aabar amar sound card bondho koira dise., eai tin danob amare zinda matir nise puita dise. tar poreo oder haush mite nai. tara amare eai vabe jalay...
amar oder hat thikka kno mukti nai. ora amare konokhaw apora o dey na. amanusher theke vikkhakorsi tin bochor eakhon boner ghare aisha uthsi... pore likhbo. tumi valo thaiko.
no balle buzhi kemne? bolo? acha, clue-- ki? commilla rasta... laker pare, riksha sathe naima. oh ! buzh si, oi asyesha jul kar gaan na? acha, r eakta clue, bolo... mahfuz, mota babu, nishat, shoma, okay? tumi eaishob gaan shuno? humm,.. eakhon kotto kotto shundor gaan hoise? eai shob gaan dadar amoler gaan shuno kyano henna? are dhur? ami to ghorir kata ghuraiya disi... ami tomar sinematao khujtesi you tube. e . konta? babys day out? aha ! ha ! ha !ha ! ha ! ha !
heum oita amaio eakhon dekhi. to... dekhi tomar kotdur mone ache amar kotha? bolo koy bar amra shunsilam oi ganta? bolte parbo na, amar matha thika ase. tomar moton sit nai. tar poreo bolo.. mone nai.. kintu mone ache, pura 4 ghonta.. r amar haat byatha hoisilo, renewed korte korte. tumi kyano shamne bolsila? lomba ki amar dosh? to? mota babu to korte parto? oi byathar thang to khato.. humm ! ha !ha !Ha ! ha !ha ! ...
jano, ami eakta listi banaisi... amar jodi kono din kaaz baaz jute taile karo jonnyo kisu korbo. bah,
eai abbar notun ki, hazzi muhammad mohsin? eai chamra, ami ki byata? thukku vul hoise, apni hoilen, haazi mohammed MOHSINA. thik ase... hozz kopale nai. to ami koy nombore? tumi nai?
are? bolo ki? ke tomare burigongay nigesilo? ke tomare chand raite melay nisilo? shala ! tumi eatto kharap. tar poreo nai. to shune r ki lav ase? bolo ! ami chahida onujai tinta listi banaisi. A - listi'r naam boli... bolo.. 1. fatema. hah! fatema ? amader fatema? or to biye diye dise amma,. hok.. valo.
tar pore, dada'r basha zulekha. sheo ki kazer lok ? 3. kutti bhair, mane amar nijer bashar, hazera.
4. mokbul bhai, preeti'r driver. 5. robiyul, sheba vabir kajer lok..6. sitir ma, she ke? amar chotobelar bua. acha.. 7. nam na jana bua, eaita ke? amar shashurir ache, tar bua. tumi biya korso koy ta? toamar na eakta shada jamai chilo? chilo eakhon nai. tare ki korso. gilla falaisi. otto kotha bolo kyan?
acha, bolo, eai shahsuri ta ke? ase, eakjon ... bichi chara byata tokaya paisilam,, tare biya korsi. to - bua paila koi? tumi deshe ashchila naki? kobe? are dhur na. deshe kemne jabo? kyanmo toamer green card hoy nai? na. kisu nai. taile je oibar ashchila? churi koira. shuno, eai buyar naam listi te uthar jonnyo, tar joggyota tomake bolte chai..kyano? she eakta mohan upokar korse amar.'
bolo.. amar shamir fupato-khalato-nanato- bon, ore babare sheita abar ki? oi je desher manush, mama shohur bideshe tahko , to ghor bari dekha shunar korar jonnyo rakksilo..tarpor? she amar shoshur mara jawar por amar shashuri ke dekha suna korto r oi bahsay thakto. kintu oi jegramer to khali shoytan. amar shashuri ekala, so she motamuti chuklami koira tin kolur boloder-- malik hoise? eara kara? amar shashurir .. beukuf, hotovaggyo.. gadha tin ta chele.. shorbonash !!! bolo ki? tomar kismote konta zutlo? shobcheye haba r gadha ta!! tar naam hoilo... 79 - khaleda.
she , moha shushite silo. amar shahurur 2 nombor.. gunda , oi semriri sathe vab. onek vab. tar sathe phoen kore goppo mare. lomba goppo. amar jamai to bangalai bolte pare na. oi kutub amar shahsuri keo mithaya kotha bolse. tar por oi khaleda, jokhoni ter paise, ami bangaldeshi, amar baari borishal, mota moti pora lekha jaani.. she amar ke tabiz korse.. bolo ki? tumi amerikay thako eai shob hoy?
hoy ! hoy! tumibuzhba na. oi 2 nombor gundata aaba rmoshjide jay..oi ta.. eai shober mul. she shob ataka poysha dise amerika thikka. tara vai gon amerikay thake.
tar pore? tar pore r ki? oi semri..tabiz korse, kufri kalam korse, jin diya.. oi buya boila dise amar shshuri ke, she tokhon ore ghor thikka bair koira dise. ami amar
r deshe giya oi 2 nombor gunda ta oi semri ke abar ghore uthaise.. tarpor to abar amar shahsurir upor o mastani kora shuru korse. oi gunda tar buo o amre rikay thake, tar sathe milla amar shashurike amr pise lagasie.. khuna khuni kando.. amar shahuri to amake r dekhtei pare na, tar pore .. eaktu valo hoite shuro hoisilo bochor charek age.. tokhon oi dui nmobor gunda tar bou r tar boin milla amare jail hazot tazot shob korse.. bolo ki? tomar jamai kisu bollo na? na, kaynao, she ki bichi chara naki? eai ta kemon lok, ajob, bure mare, r she chup kore tahke, tumi oi lok ke talak diya dao. disi. well, she choila gese.. jai houk.. tader sathe amar kono shomporko nai.
byash zhamela miya gelo.. he, mitse. shei jon ami oi bua listi te rakhsi..
dekho aabar amar sound card bondho koira dise., eai tin danob amare zinda matir nise puita dise. tar poreo oder haush mite nai. tara amare eai vabe jalay...
amar oder hat thikka kno mukti nai. ora amare konokhaw apora o dey na. amanusher theke vikkhakorsi tin bochor eakhon boner ghare aisha uthsi... pore likhbo. tumi valo thaiko.
Fatema,, kire Eai shondhar somoy koi jash? Apar bashay, mach ante. bashay ke ase?
dada r vabi new market e, choto vhai ghumaite se.. shondhar shomoy ! shorir kharap na?
tader cricket er match chilo. ashca, ja,,, tara tari ashish cha khabo. thik ache.
nayim, utho.. tumi eai rokom sofar modhye chit potang hoye suye aso kyano? are? tara tari utho?
shondha hoise? tumi shukrobare ashle na kayno? ami khubi tried. to? tumi ammar sathe giye golpo koro, amar jonnyo eak cup cha niya asho.. khalamma ghumaitese.. to ki hoise... fatema ke bolo.
nayim.. ami new market e jabo. vabbi bashay nai. tumi shudhu amar ghum ta vangaila.. to ki hoise? rate ghumaiyo..
thik ase, to tumi na bolla kalke amake ekta chithi lihba. humm, koi dao dekhi ki likhso?
kisu likhi nai. ami vule gesi.. jani to !! khali amerika chithi likho ? na, apake ami jibone o eak ta chithi likhi nai. tomar mone nai amar - naam ki? listy/ to r listy pathai na.
thik ache, ki bolba? ............
ami eakta auti oshadharon shawpne dekhsi? ki dekhso? tomar biye hoye gese? valo dekhso. baba, bohut din biya khai nai. tomar biye te kintu ami borjatri, oboshoyi. oi loktar to keu nai.. choto moto bhai tai..
nayem. eai ta serious.. thik ase, ki? hasio na kintu? are baba hasbo na, shotti.. darao eakta cigaret dhorai.. 5 ta taka dao. nayeem gold leaf khao, B&H onek daam. share char taka. thik ase, dui taka dao.
eakhon bolo... ami oi eak ta lok ase na, adha matha baal r adha matha chaal..? humm.. oh! Tak bhai? ji. chinsi chinsi bolo ekahon.. oi tak bhai choila gese bochor dui hoise. she taro dui bochor aag thikai jai jai kortesilo? kyano? tar tomare r pochondo na? are dhut !
acha, to dehi ki, lokta college er koridore. amar depertment er shamne. o ki du te pore? are nah !
oh ! A- level mara.. acha, dekhi she ashche, firot. tar por ami onek khushi hoisi. kintu raate dekhi bichana khali.ami tare khujte gesi, dekhi she onyyo duita loker sathe shuiya ache. she majh khane. tar por, tar por take ami tuilya haat dhoiyra ghore niya aschi. tar pore dekhi eak ta hall ghorer baranday shamne ami daraiye achi.. r she eakta maiya hoiya gelo? shada maiya ... hippi type. lomba loma zama, r jhola neoa.
tar pore, tar pore eak gol mukh wala checle, young behsi boysh na, ayisha tar haat dhoira niya gelo?
ami to takshki khaisi.. eaita ki kore shombov? kintu nilo..'ami ha hoiya daraiasi.. ami chilli chili korte chilam kisu bolte pari nai. she eakta kothao bole nai oi loker haat dhoiya niya choila gelo !!
ajob. Henna she ki ge? monehoy. oi jonnyoi oh bod hoy choila gese..
oh ! bishoy ta amare khubi chintito korse !!!
r eak ta jinish bolte hobe tumi kalke shondhay ashte parbe aziz e?
'ashbo.. aicha, tokhon bolbo... bishoyta khubi chintar? ki tomar shopno? na na ! ami r eakta ochena manusher preme porsi..kothin rokom..
oh ! eattokhone? bolo? dekhte kemun... tak matha.. ah! tumi ki khujia khuia khali tak matha pao naki? na, tar vuri ache, ache. tai to bhaloi hoilo. vuri ache, tak ache. jar takao ase tar. ko kore? chaoler arot? nayemm.. cholo khida lagse. fatema.. ilish ranna korbbe bolse, khai. kalke bolbo ne...
Saturday, September 27, 2014
Valobashar Choto Miya,
asha kori apni istree, putro, konnya niya valoi achen. amar eakhono khalammar kotha mone
hoy.. tomake deke dito, " choto miya dyakh ke ashe"? mone ase nayim, jokhon tafir dada suye
thakto samner ghore? go tin bochore tomar kotha kom holeo tinsho ponchash hazar baar mone
hoise. r fatema's goshya ! kyano? tato buzhtei parso ! shob kisu to r eak bare likhte parbo na. ami tomake protidin eakta kore chithi likhbo? acha? ... tumi chinte parso to? ami, mota taunk.. r ki jeno eakta naam chilo amar.? moha raani.. ota khali .. khowar bil dewar shomoy. r maffuj r shoma amake jeno ki name dakto? khuchuri apa ! na ! bhule jaschi mota muti. shomar sathe, r nisat r mahfuer sathe 5 bochor age ekbar kotha hoisilo... tokhon tomar kotha shunlam. shoma khub valo ache.. tumi to zano shobi..
amar kotha boli... amar monta kharap. tumi to r dekhei bolte parbe na? ami to ayanr shamne nai?
mone mone dhore niyei likhsi. shotti mon kharap. dekho ami abar buri gongay joyar ansi.. sorry.
acha, cha khabo. thik ache. r? ki riksha na nouka? nouka. taka nai, amar ase , na? oh ! apni to moha raani. fatema cha dibi?
to bolo ki hoise? mon kharap kyano? tar chithi ashe nai? na. taile ? kisu na. ah ! kisu to hoise, burigongay joar ashche ki batase? chondro grohon? na surjo ? konotai na. taile?
ami jail khanay silam gelo 12 din ! shorbonash !!! bolo ki? ki churi korla? kisu na. taile jailkhanay chila kyano? bolte chai na? thik ase, pore phone koiro, cholo jai, shondha hoise. ascha.
phone korlei to hoito.. khamokha 20 taka gelo amar ! eai tor taka? oi hoilo. taile ki? phone korbo kemne, phone nombor nai. r bhabir sathe amar iskule dekha hoy na. amar onek agei vabi potka maser jonnyo bashay ashe.
taile shukro bare aisho. na , laker pare jabo, sinema dekhbo..
nayim.... eai shob hoto amader kotha tomar mone ache? jail khana thaksi amerikay.. kintu jodi boltam tumi to oi tai bolte naki?
tomar sathe kotha bolar jonnyo amamr koilja fate, mon kande onek. kintu ki korbo?
ami je dairy te phone nombor likhsilam.. oita chore niya gese.
karo nombor nai.
ki azob desh dyakho? bangladeshe churi hoile hoyto, taka, goyna eai shob i nito.. ba bari ghorer dolil potro. amar to oshob kisu nai, tumi janoi., amar dairi khana niya gese. shomar shahurir nombor tao gese !! she ny a ase.
tomake eai chithi rate sesh korbo. eakhon cha khabo. matha byathay ton ton korse...
tomake amar eakta chobi dekhate parle valo hoto? tumi taski khaiya jeta !! ami onek onek mota hoisi... rate likhbo. allar kira.
asha kori apni istree, putro, konnya niya valoi achen. amar eakhono khalammar kotha mone
hoy.. tomake deke dito, " choto miya dyakh ke ashe"? mone ase nayim, jokhon tafir dada suye
thakto samner ghore? go tin bochore tomar kotha kom holeo tinsho ponchash hazar baar mone
hoise. r fatema's goshya ! kyano? tato buzhtei parso ! shob kisu to r eak bare likhte parbo na. ami tomake protidin eakta kore chithi likhbo? acha? ... tumi chinte parso to? ami, mota taunk.. r ki jeno eakta naam chilo amar.? moha raani.. ota khali .. khowar bil dewar shomoy. r maffuj r shoma amake jeno ki name dakto? khuchuri apa ! na ! bhule jaschi mota muti. shomar sathe, r nisat r mahfuer sathe 5 bochor age ekbar kotha hoisilo... tokhon tomar kotha shunlam. shoma khub valo ache.. tumi to zano shobi..
amar kotha boli... amar monta kharap. tumi to r dekhei bolte parbe na? ami to ayanr shamne nai?
mone mone dhore niyei likhsi. shotti mon kharap. dekho ami abar buri gongay joyar ansi.. sorry.
acha, cha khabo. thik ache. r? ki riksha na nouka? nouka. taka nai, amar ase , na? oh ! apni to moha raani. fatema cha dibi?
to bolo ki hoise? mon kharap kyano? tar chithi ashe nai? na. taile ? kisu na. ah ! kisu to hoise, burigongay joar ashche ki batase? chondro grohon? na surjo ? konotai na. taile?
ami jail khanay silam gelo 12 din ! shorbonash !!! bolo ki? ki churi korla? kisu na. taile jailkhanay chila kyano? bolte chai na? thik ase, pore phone koiro, cholo jai, shondha hoise. ascha.
phone korlei to hoito.. khamokha 20 taka gelo amar ! eai tor taka? oi hoilo. taile ki? phone korbo kemne, phone nombor nai. r bhabir sathe amar iskule dekha hoy na. amar onek agei vabi potka maser jonnyo bashay ashe.
taile shukro bare aisho. na , laker pare jabo, sinema dekhbo..
nayim.... eai shob hoto amader kotha tomar mone ache? jail khana thaksi amerikay.. kintu jodi boltam tumi to oi tai bolte naki?
tomar sathe kotha bolar jonnyo amamr koilja fate, mon kande onek. kintu ki korbo?
ami je dairy te phone nombor likhsilam.. oita chore niya gese.
karo nombor nai.
ki azob desh dyakho? bangladeshe churi hoile hoyto, taka, goyna eai shob i nito.. ba bari ghorer dolil potro. amar to oshob kisu nai, tumi janoi., amar dairi khana niya gese. shomar shahurir nombor tao gese !! she ny a ase.
tomake eai chithi rate sesh korbo. eakhon cha khabo. matha byathay ton ton korse...
tomake amar eakta chobi dekhate parle valo hoto? tumi taski khaiya jeta !! ami onek onek mota hoisi... rate likhbo. allar kira.
Friday, September 26, 2014
BoBa Ami
I have been trying to vent, my unspoken self in a blog name : experience project.com .. I am very disappointed by their Maintaince. I would create my Profile and It will automatically made a duplicate by their management another persona. I have been writing there since July 2013. My real life Impostor, Counterfeit, who cutt off my vocal cord, who imperisond me since 2008 are living under my IP, profile. My stories, my ache , my pain copied by another woman. who is a convicted '
felon. They are high powerfull politically even in here in the USA. I really couldn't get any help. So, I hope I will talk more.. I am here a hope to be able to release my self. I am being heavier for me to carry on my 2.5 gm red-mussle. I am too tired !!!
felon. They are high powerfull politically even in here in the USA. I really couldn't get any help. So, I hope I will talk more.. I am here a hope to be able to release my self. I am being heavier for me to carry on my 2.5 gm red-mussle. I am too tired !!!
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